Teri Makhmali..ruhaani...!!!!

"Ek Nayi Subah...!!"

Teri makhmali,,,ruhaani saanso ke beech...

Ho rahi ... hai ek nayi subah...

Teri adhoori-aadhi...khulti aankhon k beech...

Ho rahi ...hai ek nayi subah...

Teri- meri..ungliyon.... k beech..

Ho rahi... hai ek nayi subah..

Mere spane ko jee rah hu main....

Aur ho rahi... hai ek nayi subah.....

Ye suraj ki kiranien.. jab tere tan par padein...

To meri zindagi muskura uthe..

Ye subah ki taazi hawa.. jab tere baloon ko chuye...

To meri zindagi mushura.... uthe...

Phir tera... hatheli se... kirno ko rokna...

Aur akhir mey karwat lena...

Bas....phir zindagi muskura uthe...

Phir tujhe bahon mey lekar... un labzon k beech..

Ho rahi hai.... ek nayi subah..

Teri muskurahat aur in haseen lamho k beech..

Ho rahi hai.... ek nayi subah...

Teri - meri ungliyo k beech....

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere sapne ko jee rah hu main...

Aur ho rahi hai..... ek nayi subah...

Ye chadar ki silwatien.. ye bayan kar rahi h..

Ki beeti raat kitni haseen thi..

Takiye ke neeche dabbe kuch khwab the..jo ab poore hue hai...

Chaddar k tale kuch asoon the jo abb sukh gaye hai..

Ek muskan hai chehre par.. ab koi shikwa nahi dil mey..

Ek manzil hai samne....par ab koi parwah nahi chalne mey...

Thodi nok-jhok.. kuch pyar..kuch takrar k beech

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah..

In jalele hue toast.... aur mithi chaye ke beech..

Ho rahi hai .. ek nayi subah..

Mere pyar.. meri zindagi.. mere sapne k sath..

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere beete hue kal.. mere aj. aur mere aane wale kal k sath..

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Teri - meri ungliyo k beech....

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere sapne ko jee rah hu main...

Aur ho rahi hai..... ek nayi subah...

Memories...

Sometimes I'll get up in the morning with a smile..
Sometimes I get up with a tear in my eye..
Sometimes I would smile in a lonely place for no reason
Sometimes I feel the cold even if its not the season..
I wonder what is it that makes me feel so abnormal...
Sometimes I am puzzled as I have  no clue of the reason behind this..
Then I realized..it is not one person...not one moment..
Behind my smile... behind my wet eyes..
It is nothing but so called "Memories"..

Memories.. that haunts me...
Memories that fight with me..
Memories that makes me smile..
Memories that makes me cry..

How strange are these memories...
A memory of fun and laughter..would make your eyes wet few years later...
A memory of sadness and animosity.. would make you smile few years after on your stupidity..
Memory of the first kiss...Memory of the first love..
Memory of first lonely walk.. memory of those late night talks..
Memory of the group studies.. memory of that  early morning hurries...

Memory that lives in me..
Memory that kills me..
Memories that makes me smile
Memories that makes me cry..

It seems I am painting my future.. with the colors of past..
Running a marathon.. sometimes so slow.. sometimes so fast..

I may smile... but deep inside a memory might have been making me cry..
My happiness may be an illusion .. as a memory resides deep inside...
Memories.. forming an integral part of my dreams..
Forgetting them is going to be a daunting task it seems...

Memories of those beautiful eyes..
Memories of that innocent smile..
Memories of that teasing by friends
Memories of that fights with friends..

Memories.. ghost of pasts...
Memories.. life of present...
Memories... dreams of future..
Memories.. a part of life...
Memories.. for some.. are simply life..!! 

Living is an art..!!

You can't move one step forward.. without taking two steps back,
You cannot rise high, if you haven't fallen apart...
You cannot feel happiness , if you never felt sadness
You cannot feel what it feels to win... if you never lost...
Contradictory these may be.. but these are so true...
Living is an art....How to live... depends on you...

You cannot understand.. the joy of gaining.. if you never lost anything...
You cannot understand the happiness of meeting someone after ages...if you never went far from someone..
You cannot love someone... if you don't hate somebody..
You cannot understand the joy of love.. if you don't understand the bitterness of hatred..
One cannot understand the value of trust... if his trust was never broken...
One cannot understand the darkness of night... if he never saw a sunrise...

One cannot understand what fun it is to get drunk and be carried on shoulders by friends
If he never got drunk...
One cannot understand the joy of roaming with your love..
If he could never bunk..
One cannot understand.. what importance money has.. if he never spends..
One cannot understand.. what importance tears have.. if he could never smile..

The Built Up..!!

Hey Friends..!!

All of you might be wondering , why a special message and not a public post on Facebook.
As it turns out , I am no longer active on Facebook and have no idea till when. But since I am writing something special and I want my avid followers to read it , so I have sent you all a private message.

My next writing and probably next few blogs will be solely dedicated to love..

Yes correct .. I have always written about ... love... falling in it.. heartbreaks... first love.. last love..
life... its ups and downs... friendships...

My most of the writings have been around these feelings..

But one thing I see in this world.. out of my little experience with different kinds of people.. that love has vanished.. people don't trust each other... they no longer love each other...well actually this is a general feeling now..

Everyone is so busy nowadays.. that the word "professionalism" has become a status and a very essential quality required in individuals today.

Unfortunately... emotions have paid the price.. through so called professionalism... we have become emotionless ... rather statues...

But if one studies carefully... there still exists kindness.. humanity.. and "love".

So as the festive season is round the corner.. I'll try and focus on this four letter word.

Let us celebrate love... through stories...

Yes I am gonna write short stories in my next few blogs... stories.. involving love.. love for your duty.. love for your blood... love for your dreams... and love for someone special..

I am sure these stories somewhere will hit your heart and if any of these stories are able to change your viewpoint towards anybody.. I will think that love has been celebrated...

The title would be.... "When you Love someone.. Love someone like a..."

This is just a built up..

Each week one story and something to learn from it..

Meanwhile.. stay tuned..you will keep getting the updates..

Cheers..

And let us spread love.. as we all need it ... :)

Abb jo Sawan Barse...!!

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Kab se lage naino ko tere aas....

Jaise laage matti ko bundo ki pyas re...

Abb jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Khidki par beth kar.. chaye k pyale mey

Bheegti hui palako k beech se.. us raaste par hai nazar.. kb se is..khidki par beth kar..

Biskoot ko dubo kar... teri yaadon mey doob kar... Dil ko ye smjhata hu...

Kali badari jo ye chaa rahi hai..sang apne ek hawa bhi la rahi hai..

Teri yaddon ki barish se bach na paunga...

Dard-e-dil abb chupa na paunga...

Labh bhi abb taraste hai tera naam lene ko..

Paon bhi abb rah takte hai... tere sath chalne ko...

Abb jo chaye chalake...piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase...

Kab se laage naino ko teri aas..

Jaise lage.. maatti ko bundo ki pyas re...

Ab jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barase... piya tohe tarase..

Bheegte nadano ko dekh kar...teri athkeliya yaad aati hai..

Jodo ko hatho mey hath dalte ghumta dekh.. ye hath namm pad jate hai..

Jab koi apne piya k sang.. duniya se beparwah ho mast maula hota hai..

Toh wo pal tere sang beete hue... is dil ko rula jate hai..

Dusro ki nadaniya.. yu toh labhi par muskan la deti hai..

Par in barish ki bundo k beech.. aapne aasuon ki baarish bhi samajh ajati hai..

Tere sang har rah chali thi..

Har mod muda tha..

Chat k thele par jab koi ek sukhi puri mangta hai..

Seediyo par bethe jab koi ice cream khata hai..

Raah mey koi beech sadak par jab ladta hai..

Mu fulaye bhi jab koi hath pakad kar kisi ko raasta par karata hai..

Station par jab koi kisi se akhri bar gale milta hai.. aur jab tak aankho se ojhal na ho jaye tab tak gate par khada rehta hai..

Jab bhi koi dono hatho mey bheed se bachte hue coffee le jata hai..

Jab kisi ko mana k liye cake par koi "sorry" likhwata hai..

Soft toys ka rate poochte waqt..

Gulabo ko kharidte waqt..

Jab koi khane k liye parcel karata hai.. aur apni jeb ko tatolta hai..

Sirf ye pata hai ki wo apne liye kuch na le payega..is se sirf meri mashuka ka dil bharega..

Phir jab wo bhi beparwah muskan k sath le jata hai.. us waqt..

Koi bada mauka ni lagta teri yaad aane mey..

In hi choti choti baaton mey tu yaad ajati hai..

Aur ye annkhien phir se namm ho jati hai...

Abb jo dil ye dhadake... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase...

Kab se laage.. nayano ko teri aas...

Jaise lage.. matti ko bundo ki pyase re...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase..

P.S. "Spare me for the spellings and very awkward language use "

Cheers..!!
Yahoo Yahoo..

Rahi...- Zindagi Ek Safar Hai Suhana..!!

To all those who think life is a journey..!! :)

"Ek rahi hu main... is rah par chalna mera kam h..

Kabhi tanha.. kabhi kisi k sath..

Kabhi subah ... kabhi raat..

Kabhi kisi mausam mey aasuo ki barish hoti h..

Kabhi kisi mausam khushiyo ki dhoop khillkhilati h..

Kabhi kisi mod par zindagi mil jati h.

Kabhi kisi mod pr zindagi..sath chod jati hai..

Rahi hu main... aur is rah pr chalna mera kam...

Ghadi k kante se bhi tez bhagti is zindagi se..

Kuch pal churane ki koshish karta hu..

Kabhi khud k bheetar jhak kar.. is duniya ko samjhne ki koshish karta hu..

Kabhi dhoop.. kabhi chaon..

Kabhi sehar ... kabhi gaon..

Kabhi bemausam barsat mey..

Kabhi bereham.. raat mey..

Kabhi thak kr.. toh kbhi gir kar..

Kabhi bhag kr.. toh kabhi udd kar..

Har chunotii ki ankhon mey ankhien dal kar... jeeta hu main..

Rahi hu hu.. aur chalna mera kam...

Kabhi chalte chalte..kuch logo ka sath yu mil jata hai..

Ki ye safar wahi tham jaye ye lagne lagta hai..

Kuch hi palo mey zindagi bhar ki yaddien..

Chand lamho mey ho jati h dil ki baatien..

Aise mod par kuch rishte yu bun jate hai..

Kuch vade yu ho jate hai...

Ki aagey badna na mumkin sa lagta hai..

In he chod kar aagey badna bada mushkil sa ho jata hai

Pata ni kab safar ka rukh phir mud jata hai..

Aur mera kam phir mujhe bulata hai..

Hazaro apne phir paraye ho jate hai..

Doori se kabhi.. kuch paraye karib aa jate hai..

Wo wade.. wo sapne.. bas ek yaad hi ban jati hai..

Phir wahi soch kr khud ki bevakoofi pr ...gumsum se chehre par hasi aajati hai..

Jinhe pas rakhna tha..un se dur raha..

Jin k pass tha.. un se abb dooor hi bhala..

Sb se lad kar jin ka sath diya wahi.. lad kr bethe hai..

Dil se jin k liye dua ki.. wahi.. aj bhoool gaye hai..

Abb un yaadon k sahare hi zindagi bitani hai..

Phir wahi.. apni bevakoofi k barey mey soch kar..

Gumsum se chehre pr hasi ajati hai..

Kabhi dua toh kabhi badd-dua le kar..

Kabhi kuch lekar..toh kbhi kuch dekar..

Kabhi koste hue..toh kabhi gate hue..

Kabhi rote hue..kabhi haste hue..

Apni rah asaan kar..bas chalta rehta hu main.. 

kyu ki...

Rahi hu.. aur chalna mera kaam..."

You Will Miss Me..!!

I took the first step to walk up to you and allowed you to enter my life...

It was I who always fought with my own-self just to keep relationship alive..

With every passing day . you kept laughing at me.. kept toying with my feelings..

And I never felt and was always keen in making you smile...

I took the pains for being up the whole night , so that you can sleep

I sacrificed so much when my pocket was so rude at me..

Always kept your wish ahead of mine , something I never did through out my life..

You took every part of me.. the best you could get out of me..

And I had no idea... that I was being used so brutally..

Still I would not blame you... because that's me..

But one thing I promise you... very soon you will miss me... you will miss me..

I gave you my best , cared for from the bottom of my heart...

My care was a curse and a burden for you..

My love was jealousy... my jealousy a low class mentality..

I never heard from some one about me so much..as I did from you..

I never dis-respected my own-self this much ... as I did for you..

I turned my friends into enemies... my family into a  non existing body for you...

I played with my dreams... I gave up my zeal... to fulfill yours..

You made me realize my worth and how little value I have..

Yo made realize that love is just a myth.. no matter how much you give... 

In love you will end loosing , ruining everything you had...

You made me addicted to you.. and then suddenly left without speaking a word

something I deserved the least...

I will pray one thing that you will realize the value of me...

Sooner , very sooner. you are going to miss me... you will miss me..

You brought me closer to what I love the most..

You gave a sense of direction to the lost...

You made feel how beautiful is this world..

You made me realize how powerful is love , the four letter word...

I went against me... against my world taking your side..

But very soon.. you left me stranded... away from everyone...

It was as if a revenge taken... by taking my breath my soul and my life away from me..

It hardly mattered to you... 

You still continue , your merry way.. showing your bloody two faced face..

Your cunning and cruel smile.. your completely fake care..

You preach love and care.. when you already have used someone's

You teach people leaving happily.. when you already have snatched someone's

You are the soul reason for the dying passion of mine for the thing I loved the most....

As I write down final few words , that I would ever write...one thing you can guarantee form me

Sooner ... very sooner.... you are going to miss me... you will miss me... 

THE END..!!

Cheers,,

Yahoo Yahoo..!!

I LoVe YoU..!!!

I never thought blue could be so blue.. with you...

I never felt so lively could be red... with you..

Never felt yellow was so bright..

Had no idea that colorful could be white...

I never believed life would be so great..just because of you..

When you walked in my life...You changed it upside..

The only thing nowadays I do.. is sit and smile..

I realized my dreams and worth all because of you..

Nothing much I can do for you...

All I can say.. I am thankful to you..and I Love You..

I never thought.. mornings could be so beautiful 

For a lazy chap like me.. but I see sunrise only for you..

I never felt.. nights could be small...

For a insomniac like me.. I go to sleep so that I dream about you.

Never felt.. evenings could be so pretty..

Never saw days being so bright..

When you walked in my life... you made me realize..

How important it is to make yourself smile..

You made me believe in my own-self..

Something I could never do...and this... all because of you...

Nothing much though I can do for you...

All I can say...I am thankful to you.. and I Love You...

I never felt rains could be so pretty... realized this after getting drenched with you..

I never felt.. winters could be so cozy.. realized this.. when my arms wrapped you..

When you first walked in my life..

You made me realize.. 

Happiness is in making others happy..

And if you do that...you have lived a worthy life..

Minors are never minors.. you taught me..

Loving everyone and also now getting loved by everyone.. all this because of you..

Nothing much but I can do for you...

All I can say.. I am thankful to you.. and I Love You..

I never felt waking could be so fun.. felt this when I first walked along the street with you..

I never felt coffee would be so divine.. felt this ... when I shared it with you..

It is so simple..to be simple and happy..

You made me realize this...

Love is so un-complicated..you made me realize this..

I promise I will never break  your heart.. 

I promise we will never be apart..

Distances can be large... but feelings are  so true,,

Though..nothing much I can do for you...

All I can say... I simply love you..I Love You..

Cheers..!!!

P.S. "I am not in love..this is for those who believe I write my stories.. but it is actually not that way..!!"

Yahoo yahoo..!!

Yun toh.!!

Yun toh chandani hai pheli hui..
Par is k taale ek kaali raat dabi hai..
Yun toh muskan hai chehre par
Par bheetar kuch aasu hai dabe pade..
Yun toh kuch chamak si dikhti h in aankhon mey..
Par kuch sapney hai bheekhre hue...
Yun toh jindagi jeene ki aaas h..
Par zindagi hi hai... gumsum khoyi hui kahi mujhse...

Kash ye zindagi ka rukh bhi yu mod pata...
Jis tarah tu ne rukh moda tha...
Kash main bhi tujhe bhula pata..
Kis be-dardi se tu ne mujhe choda tha..
Phela kadam tu ne agey badaya tha... aur akhri bhi...
Beech mey bas main reh gaya tanha.. ye na socha tu ne zara bhi..
Yun toh har pal aasu hai bhete..
Par kisi ko nahi hai wo dikhte...
Yun toh kehne ko assman mey ud rah hu..
Par kuch hi log asliyat ko hai jante...
Pankh kate panchi ki tarah zameen par aa gira hu..
Yu toh udne ki khwaaish hai is dil mey..
Par kadam hai ki agey nahi badte..
Teri yaddien kheech lati hai peeche mujhe..
Yun hi lakeero ko hum nahi hai koste...

Kis shiddat se tujhe chahta tha.. ye ab hai mujhe pata chala
Jab se tu gai hai dooor , wo bhi is tarah.. ki... mujhe pata na chala..
Ek baar dil tod kar hi chali jati.. tujhse nafrat karna asaaan hota..
Is tarah choda h mujhe... ki abb bhi dua mey tera hi zikra hota...
Aisa nahi ki aur haseen nahi is jahan mey..
Par na jane teri kya baat thi... jo nahi kisi mey..
Teri saadgi.. tera bholapan.. kehne ko mujhe le dooba..
Itni mohbaat ho gai tujhse.. ki ye teri bewafai bhi seh lunga...
Yun toh aankhon mey sapne aaj bhi hai..
Par wo beekhre sapne aaj bhi rulate hai..
Yun toh kehne ko dil abhi bhi hai dhadkta..
Par un dhadkano aaj bhi hum hai dhundte hai...
In ungliyo k beech teri ungliyo kami humesha h khalti..
In kaano mey aaj bhi teri saanso ki  awaz hai gunjti..
Yun toh chalne ko raste aur bhi hai..
Par har rah har mod tujh hi par aa kar hai rukta...
Yun toh maksad zindagi mey badalte rehte h...
Par zidagi ko kaise main badlu..
Ek baat bas mujhe bata de..
Tujhe kaise main bhuluuu..
Ek baat mujhe bas baata de..
Tujhe kaise main.... bhuluuu..


Phew..!!!
Wow. almost cried...
Ting..!!
Yahoo Yahoo
Cheers..!!

Be happy..!!!

"In those early days , when I should have been with you..

In those early days , when I should have loved you...

I still remember how I mistreated you.. how I ignored you..

Dis-respected your true love... and only ....was fake to you...

But you were so good to me.. always kept loving me...

No matter how much I was rude... you were always sweet to me..

Now that you are gone far away.. I wish you could listen to what I  say

And I say.. that I do love you..and I dearly miss you...

I know we can never be together..

All I can say... be happy forever...

Every time I try to forget you...I fall more in love with you..

With every passing hour.. I start missing you more...

No matter how much I keep myself into work to overcome you

But somehow I always get time to miss you..

I hardly had spent few hours with you..

But it seems like ... I had lived my life with you..

And now that you are gone..

You took my life along with you..

It is just a walking body.. without a soul..

These are just open eyes.. without a dream..

But one thing you have left......A heart.. full of love...

But I know we can never be together..

All I can say... be happy forever...

Slowly I started falling for you..

You drove me crazy with all that stupidity..

You were far..it never felt that way..

I had knit a future , I will be honest to say..

But one day I woke up out of my dream..

It all ended ... so did my dream..

Eyes are so dry.. I can't even cry..

My legs shiver... thinking of that time..

I still cannot believe.. that you are no longer mine..

But one thing is sure.. whenever I will close my eyes..

To pray from almighty.. I will pray for you..

whenever I'll close my eyes.. I tear will drop.. only for you..

And finally when I'll close my eyes...to bid good bye..

I will know that we were always together...

And you were happier with me more than ever..."

Cheers...
Yahoo yahoo..!!!

Khass ho...!!!

For someone special..

Dooor ho k bhi pas ho,
Ek ajeeb sa ehsaas ho..
Par mere jeene ki ek aas ho..
Jo ho khaas ho...

Tere sang beeta har pal , haseen yaad hai ban gaya ,
Jo na hona tha , wo na hote hote ho gaya..
Tujhse kehta tha , rahunga sath tere har dum...
Chahe ho meri khushi...ya ho tera gham...
door ho k bhi pas ho..
Ek ajeeb sa ehsaas ho..
Kisi shayar ki  hassen gazal ho..
Meri ruuh.. meri saans ho..

Tujhse haarta tha , toh hoti thi jeet meri
Kya pata tha , un paalon mey beet rahi thi zindagi..
Wo shokhiyan teri , wo mastiyan teri,
Wo chanchal si aadayien teri..
Wo muskurana tera...wo sharmana tera..
Bewajah wo mujhe satana tera...
Yaad hai mujhe .... wo zamana mera...
Door ho k bhi paas ho..
Ek ajeeb sa ehsaas ho..
Mera aghaz..mera anjam ho..
Meri dhun.. mere alfaaz ho..

Kisi shayar ki gazal ho..
Meri ruuh..meri saaans ho..
Mere jeene ki aas ho..
Jo ho khas ho...


Yahoo yahoo
Cheers..!!