Just Few Lines..!!

2012 began with a bunch of friends.. all trying to make a life

Still remember the first day of the year.. a midst worries and stress

We were partying and enjoying..trying to forget that stress for a while..

Playing in the water on the beaches around Pune we were...

Two days after we had our exams.. and we hardly had any fear...

Some enjoyed the trip , as they had perfect partners with them

Head resting on their beloved's shoulder.. hands in hands..

Someone would make space for his girl..

Someone would eat less for her guy..

Some did fight for her beloved..

Some just would want to forget...

The year moved on.. so did we..

Fought.. cried.. smiled..and celebrated each other's success..

Somewhere we all were apprehensive about our own..

Gradually the time came and we all departed

It all ended in a flash.. just as it had started

We all managed to find some space in this world..

Few were happy and few sad..

For few deserved better and got less..

But none's prayer goes unheard..

The year moved on rapidly..the day is about to come..

The day..of which we used to talk a lot..

When we would be corporate and party with our own funds..

When we will get a chance to jump and throw the hat.

Once again we all will meet..

Few would be the same.. few would have changed..

Those memories will be shared.. 

Those places will be re-visited..

Some eyes will meet again..

Some will be avoided..

2012 is about to end... and in contrast  to as it started..

It would end with only memories of those bunch of friends..

I wish each of them a very very happy year ahead..

I wish they get what they dream of..

I wish they make their parents proud.. 

I wish loads of love and a very joyful life ahead...

For now you guys might be a little part of this world..

I wish a day would come.. when for all you guys.. 

"world" would just be a mere word...

When everyone would be after you..to get attached with you..

When the world would at your feet..and you will choose..

I wish someday I will bump into one of you and say..

I am her classmate.. his flat mate... his dear friend..

Happy New Year Guys..
Hope you all have a great life and year ahead..

Cheers..!!

Just U n Me.. !!

And m back to my own...!!!

Just U n me.... 

Sometimes I wish I could hold the time..

So that you can be only mine..

Sometimes I wish I could hold you back..

So that we can talk... in a rainy walk...

A lot can happen over a cup of coffee

But nothings sweeter when you are talking..

Just you and me.. every time..

Just you and me.. every night..

Just you and me... all the while...

Just you and me... for the life...

I still remember when we first met,

It was drizzling down and the streets were wet..

Your footwear betrayed you...

Something I promise , I won't do..

The time we spent became a memory to me..

A long lasting..where there were just you and me..

Just you and me.. over a cup of coffee

Just you and me... when it was rainy..

Just you and me... and some interesting talks..

Just you and me... and a rainy walk...

I don't know why I am so "me" when with you

I don't know why it seems I know you..

There is something about you that drives me crazy..

Makes me peppy on a morning so lazy..

Sometimes I wish I could tell you what I feel for you

Sometimes I wish I could hold you..

Walk with you hands in hands..in a moonlit night..

Just you and me.. hands in hands..

Just you and me.. in a moonlit night.

Just you and me.. talking all the while..

No harsh intentions.. just you and me.. and a relation to cherish

Just you and me.. a friendship that would flourish

Just you and me.. every time..

Just you and me..every night..

Just you and me..all the while..

Just you and me.. for the life..

Yahoo Yahoo.

Cheers..

"Proud To Write This.. Best hai..."

This one's for my good old friends from graduation whom we proudly called "iXi" and to my friends I made in SBS.

Proud to write this.. and proud to be the way I am..

"jo jage to phir sone ka mann kare ,

jo chahe wo pa ne ka mann na kare...

aankhon mey sapno k sath neend bhi hai..

kuch kar guzar ne ka... feel bhi hai..

hum jaise hai.. na jane kaise hai.. na jane hum

hum jaise hai.. oo bhaiya best hai... ye jane hum...

hum jaise hai... na jane kaise hai... na jane hum..

hum jaise hai... different from rest hai... ye jane hum... best hai...

thode se hatke... thode se satke..

aasman mey udte.. bina pankh k..

na kisi ka dar.. na kisi ki fikar....

chahe khushi ho ya gam... khulegi kingfisher...

sapno mey content k sath fantasy bhi hai..

duriya ho kar bhi.. karibi si hai..

hum jaise hai... best hai...different from rest hai.. ye jane hum.. best hai...

kabhi peene k phele linkin park..toh peene k bad sutta..

kabhi enrique.. toh kabhi rahat fate ali khan...

kabhi baaton mey economics.. toh kabhi biology..

kabhi.. "palyboy",,, toh kabhi shiva's "triology..

baaton mey MC k sath BC bhi hai..

kabhi sachin k fan.. toh kabhi critic bhi hai..

hum jaise hai.. na jane kaise hai... na jane hum.. kaise hai..

hum jaise hai.. best hai... ye jane hum.. best hai...

relaxation k naam par pan ki dukan ko benefit dete..

kabhi.. theke ko.. hi daan karte...

mahine k starting mey pizza hai.. toh akhir mey acchar roti..

aadhi raat mey toh apni subah hoti..

kabhi din mey chaye.. kabhi "teacher's" hai...

kabhi ladkiya angel lagti.. toh kabhi lagti "creatures" hai...

office mey kam k sath.. chalta.."watsapp , fb" bhi hai..

kuch kar guzarne ka.... feel bhi hai..

hum jaise hai.. na jane kaise hai.. na jane hum..

hum jaise hai... one thing's sure.. best hai..ye jane hum..

different from rest hai.. ye jane hum... Best hai...

Be proud to be what we are..as I am..

Cheers..
Yahoo Yahoo.. 

For a better Tomorrow..!!

2nd Oct , 2012 A day known for the birth of the apostle of love and non-violence. I doubt how many of us would actually be remembering this legend and spending this day for the right cause. ( certainly a handful of us only ).
I would be honest...after a long and tiring month (Sep-2012) I am getting some chance of relaxing before I get back to October , a month asking for as much as I can deliver.
So honestly..I am chilling out (as today's generation calls it) this 2nd Oct...
But there is something that has touch my mind .... and so I write this down...
It's been quite a while since I last wrote (leave aside the poems) .. for  I love writing and expressing my own-self in my own way..
Having entered the corporate world , I have understood the importance of relationships and family. It has been 6 months since I bid adios to my Alma-mater (SBS) . Life has been a real roller coaster ride since then. On professional ground...I have earned a lot.. personally... lost a lot...

"determined eyes, strong heart , a sun rises deep within me..
about to fly .. in the sky... a mind that is so free....
i walk down the street all alone with a smile...
thinking that ... the loneliness is only... for a while...   
for a better tomorrow.. i choose to live in the present...
for a better tomorrow.. i have learnt from my past...
for a better tomorrow... all joys and no sorrow..
for a better tomorrow...
all this.. all this... for a better tomorrow...

I thought I would be happy alone..
But deep within i miss my soul...
I have walked away from many it seems...
Going back to them is too far it seems...
Someone I loved.. has gently moved away..
Someone I hated... has also.... moved away...
No one to love... and  no one to hate...
Life's good... but not my fate...
Learning to live without you...
Learning to smile... without you...
walking down the road... without you..
for a better tomorrow... i choose to be my own-self
for a better tomorrow... i forgive you...
for a better tomorrow... smiling on my sorrows..
for a better tomorrow...
all this..all this.. for a better tomorrow..

I have come across a long way..
When I turn back.. I look in dismay.
As.. so many who loved me.. I overlooked them..
So many. who prayed for me.. blessed me...I overlooked them..
But.. life is a show...and the show must go on...
Some bitter phases life has shown..some are still in store..
Few loved ones are left.. and few still in store..
Some have left... some will... 
My heart may get weak... but certainly not my Will...
Preserving my smile..and happiness.. for such gloomy days..
As there will be many such days...
For a better tomorrow.. I have learnt from my past
For a better tomorrow..I have started living in the present..
For a better tomorrow.. and a smiling life...
For a better tomorrow... for a beautiful wife ( hehe)"

And.. so I make this 2nd Oct count. though in my own way.. I hope some will too...

Yahoo..Yahoo..
(no cheers today...it's a dry day..!!)

Unlamho Mey..!!!

Unlamhon se , churaya tha wo ek pal..

Teri annkhon mey dekha tha maine apna kal...

Mere hath mey tha tera hath...

Socha tha rahega .... umra bhar ka sath...

Ye soch kar main jee liya tha...

Aarse baaad main dil se hasa tha...

Na jane par tu kahan ab reh gai...

Rahein humari bichad gai....

Unlamho mey , ye zindagi guzar gai....

Khud se mujhe tu churaaa gaiii...

BAdi mushkil se bayaan kiya tha...

Tera dard khud liya tha...

BAdi mushilo se tujhe paya tha...

Kuch na tujhse chupaya tha...

Teri har baat mjhe yaad hai..

Har ek wo pal.. mere sath hai...

PAr main khud se lapata hu ab toh...

Dhundta rehta hu main abb khud hi mey.... tujh ko...

Unlamho mey , ye zindagi... guzar gai...

khud se mjhe tu churaaa gai...

Over a cup of tea..!!

A tribute to my special friends...!!! (Try to find yourself...)

Today while walking down the street, while having tea

I saw a bunch of guys , having fun over a cup of tea...

It took me back to the time when we used to go out every eve...

And the whole lot of talks we used to have over a cup of tea....

My mind suddenly exploded with all the memories...

My heart saddened...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

Those late night talks...and walks...during the exam time...

The fun we had..pulling each others leg...

The place where... studying and crying was nothing less then a crime...

Those stupid songs that we used to sing..that living so free...

The official place of fun...the address to smile.... Spacia E-3....

My lips smile..as I pen down these lines..thinking of those beautiful memories...

My heart saddened...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

I moved ahead..heard an argument...so illogical...

Reminded me of some who was always known for the illogical reasons he gave

Yet everyone's favorite.. someone who would always smile..

Would put of short tops..to show off the muscles..

Someone whose commitments always used to put me in hassles..

I nod my head over his actions as I remember this guy...my best pal..

Taught me to live life with a smile no matter how tough it got..

I thank him for giving me such beautiful memories...

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only.....live with those memories....

In the bunch of guys.. I notice a little guy..

Though little...but his ambitions so high...

And I recall of this stupid room-mate of mine..blunt but true from the heart

Whom we locked in the room and ran just because he was being over smart...

He thought he was cool..but I doubt that..

Always worried..and would spread that...

He had to be strong...as he was a stone man..

A charmer..an artist..practical...and yeah....a stunt man..

I remember all the sessions I had with this guy..and he'll be always a part of my memories...

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

I enter a shop..I see two girls..both pretty..but stealing things..

I covered them up..just I used to do...for my two pretty friends..

One who accompanied me in a dance...

Who used to be my coffee partner every time..

Who would make me smile with those stupid faces..

Who was daring...caring...and a medical shop on the move..

A true woman..she had to be as she was born on Woman's Day..

The other girl true at heart. a genuine friend...

Who taught me many subjects..

Who would fulfill all my wishes...

Would prepare tea for me..every time I asked..

My go to gal...one of dearest friends...

Some one with whom anyone would fall in love, as she was born two days after V-day..

The two of them have a special place for they gave me my first gift a greeting card..on my birthday..

I shared many precious moments with them...all locked in my memories..

But again my heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories...

A friend...an enemy....what to call her...

My dearest friend..someone who would not listen any nonsense especially from me...

Who fought for 700 days out of the 730 days we spent together....

Who understood me completely yet never understood me...

The most caring...the most lovable...the cutest girl I ever met

To seek her attention..all you need to be was a puppy...

Who was blunt....who was cruel...who was rude...but still my best friend..

..

Who made me run...made me look stupid...and burnt my some thousands of calories

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

Never thought...some one I was scared of the most..who come so close to me..

A real fighter plane...a leader.. big bash in small size...

Slowly and gradually she became my dearest friend...

Misunderstood by many...but a very true human being...

Who was with me when things went wrong for me...

Who stood by me and helped me to come over my bad times..

Who understood me..no matter how rude I became at times..

Who would never show what she is going through..

Would smile with everyone even if she is sad...

I say proudly..that she became such a close friend of mine...and I am GLAD...

I shared each and every part of my life with this friend..and now she is a part of my memory

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

I move one and I hear a song..."tu ne mere jhaaana.kabhi nahi jhanaaaa"

I smile...and remember this friend of mine...

Whose fun I made the most...whom I admired the most..

Super talented...confident...one of the class's most adorable guy (for gals)

Would stay aloof...I don't know why...

Someone who would compromise...

Who understood others..

Who made me cry when he left...

Who is a special part of my memory...

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memories....

And suddenly it starts to rain...I rush along...and my footwear betrays me...

And quickly I recall a memory..of rains...footwear...and a cup of coffee..

Some evenings are never meant to be forgotten..

Some evenings become so special...

They say it right..a lot can happen over a cup of coffee...

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with those memory...

All this...just because of that idiot stupid bunch of guys.. having tea..

All this...just because they all are in my memory..

All this..because I love them badly...

My heart saddens...as I could do nothing but only live with these memories..

Just U n Me... !!

Sometimes I wish I could hold the time..

So that you can be only mine..

Sometimes I wish I could hold you back..

So that we can talk... in a rainy walk...

A lot can happen over a cup of coffee

But nothings sweeter when you are talking..

Just you and me.. every time..

Just you and me.. every night..

Just you and me... all the while...

Just you and me... for the life...

I still remember when we first met,

It was drizzling down and the streets were wet..

Your footwear betrayed you...

Something I promise , I won't do..

The time we spent became a memory to me..

A long lasting..where there were just you and me..

Just you and me.. over a cup of coffee

Just you and me... when it was rainy..

Just you and me... and some interesting talks..

Just you and me... and a rainy walk...

I don't know why I am so "me" when with you

I don't know why it seems I know you..

There is something about you that drives me crazy..

Makes me peppy on a morning so lazy..

Sometimes I wish I could tell you what I feel for you

Sometimes I wish I could hold you..

Walk with you hands in hands..in a moonlit night..

Just you and me.. hands in hands..

Just you and me.. in a moonlit night.

Just you and me.. talking all the while..

No harsh intentions.. just you and me.. and a relation to cherish

Just you and me.. a friendship that would flourish

Just you and me.. every time..

Just you and me..every night..

Just you and me..all the while..

Just you and me.. for the life..

It is that time of life..- Reprise..!!

"Crying eyes...inside a heart that smiles...

Cheerful days... followed by dreamy nights...

Though had fallen back few steps...but now towards my goal...step-by-step...

The day starts with a smile.. ends with the same..

Few hick ups here and there.. but everything remains the same..

What started on high... seems to end on a high...

It is that time of life....

Where now everyone's success tastes sweeter...

Where you become happy for others...

Where you smile..and make others smile..

Where you are not too apprehensive about the future..

Where the ghost of the past no longer haunts you..

Where present is the only thing for you...

It is that time of the life...

On one hand a journey is about finish..but a beautiful future awaits...

Where on one hand you will part from many hands..

On the other..would shake hands with so many others...

Where the memories would keep haunting and making you smile and cry..

Where it would be tough to say "good-bye"

Where you almost had a family... a loved one.. a friend...

Where you wanted life to stay...clock to hold...

Where the warmth of relationships were such.. that you didn't realize the emotions being so cold...

It is that time of the life...

Though for the sake of living ..we are living..

Very few things from here would one be carrying..

Hope to be a part of the memories of many..

Especially of those ...for whom you lived every moment...sacrificed the sweetest of moments..

For all you did.. just one recognition..is what you look for...just be a part of their memories...

Where still people are the same.. but circumstances have changed..

Where still there are flaws in you... but luck has changed...

You still hang on to the relations... to friends... to loved ones..

You still want to be the same and end it how it started...

But somethings can't be changed..some perceptions can't be made...

But still it is smiling heart... and crying eyes...

It is that time of the life...

In few days..how words change...and with them the destiny..

In few days..how perceptions change... and with them the destiny...

In few days..how you find many friends...and with them the destiny...

In few days... how you rediscover yourself and with it your destiny....

In few days..from being none to someone..

The only friend of yours.."you" backed you..

And it is time to move..

Time to look ahead... learn from the past..build a new future and write a new history..

Where the saying holds good...it is never too late...

It is that time of the life..."

It is that time of life..!!

"Smiling eyes , inside a heart that cries...

Worrying days....followed by sleepless nights...

When I move 2 steps towards my desire...fall back to the first with a blink of an eye..

Doing the right seems to be wrong... the wait seems to be too long...

Everything is going on a low...what started on a high...

It is that time of life...

Where every relation seems to be breaking...

Every friend seems to be moving away...

Looking for the wrong even in the right...

Searching for the slightest of light...

It is that time of life...

On one hand a journey is about to finish..

But what about the journey after that... yet to be answered...

On one hand... you have the beautiful memories to cherish ,

On the other hand...the future which seems to be so hazy...

Emotions rising high..somehow controlling thy...

It is that time of life...

All you did seems to be a waste..all the sacrifices..love and care..seems to be used..

Still you smile...with same so called friends..thinking "it is that time of life"

Every moment we spent together..we made a memory out of it..

It would never go out of my heart..but certainly rolls out of my eyes..

Smiling eyes...inside a heart that cries....

You want to correct what you did..

Go back in the past..and erase some..add some..

But this is life..can't be rewind..can't be changed..

What was a beautiful friendship no longer holds good..

Who at times were closest friends..are the farthest apart...

It is that time of life...

Where people are trying to tolerate each other just for few more days..

And here I am..still nascent..unprofessional...the same.. trying to knit memories out of the remaining days..

Misunderstood as some one who interferes a lot..

As someone who hates a lot...as someone who cannot do a single thing with a pure intention..

As someone...who is just someone...for everyone...

It is that time of life...

Where the only friend you have is you..

And on days so much cloudy...even you..search for "you"

It is that time of life...

When all you can do is wait...but i fear...that is it too late..

It is that time of life..!!"

Muskura Rahi Hogi Wo...

"kahin is hi asmaan k neeche,

jhilmil taaron ki roshni mey,

muskura rahi hogi wo....

ye soch kar k aane wala pal kitna hassen hoga,

jab aapno ka sath hoga.

jagmagayegi har raat,

muskura rahi hogi wo....

beete hue kadwe pal ko bhula kar,

aane wale sunhere pal k liye , sapney sanjo rahi hogi wo...

in palo ko jod kar ek yaad bana rahi hogi wo...

muskura rahi hogi wo...

apni saadgi aur chanchalta se , zarur kisi ka dil jeet rahi hogi wo ,

yu toh hai nakhron ki malkin , kisi gurur mey chur ho rahi hogi wo ..

ek haste hue chehre par kayi baar aasu ki barish ka ilzam h mujh par...

kash iss ilzam ko juthla rahi hogi wo..

kash...muskura rahi hogi wo...

zindagi aagey badne ka naam hai ,

yahi wo humesha kaha karti thi...

jo hua us par aasu bhana us kabhi na aata tha..

jo ho sakta hai us k liye...

muskura rahi hogi wo....

is baat se bekhabar ki...

kahin is hi aasmaan k neeche,

in hi taaron ki roshni mey...

aapne aasuon ko chupa kar ,

unhe apni zindagi bana kar...

koi is hi aas par ji rah hai...

ki...bas muskura rahi hogi wo..."

P.S. "This has to be one of my best"

World...from my Specs....

Last night i was standing on my terrace...watching vehicles run through the highway.. I closed my right eye...and everything was blurred....what i saw was...vehicles running...darkness...few buildings...signboards with something written on them...i tried desperately to read them...but couldn't...but i tried again and again....with a hope that after several attempts I'll be able to read them...and then I opened my right eye and closed the left one...and everything was clear..the signboards...the buildings...the vehicles....almost as if it had snatched all the hopes that I had...
Such is this world....sometimes I believe it is best to live in a state of complete dilemma and chaos..for then there always lies a ray hope of things getting better and in your favor...whereas when everything is clear...it is either yours...or someone else's...
Such is this world from my specs..

Also they say "time is money" indeed it is...people spend it wisely...also people spend it just as they spend money...i.e. they would spend it on you if they have it...else no matter how badly you need their time...all you will get is...a loneliness..
There is one more thing that my specs told me...failing in life...is just like..slipping of a banana...when you do slip...people around you will laugh...and you will be a joke...but the pain is felt only by the person who slipped..and the only thing that will get you back on your feet is your grit and determination...none else...
All others would just smile around you...

Such is this world from my specs..

Life....is like the F1 race (video game)...one would give his best every time...but sometimes he would fall short...with the checkpost in vision just as it used to happen with all of us while we were kids and used to play those video games...our car would stop just before the deadline...either because time ran out...or the fuel....and we would be disappointed but not disheartened...we would restart the game....would play this time with a different and a better strategy...with a challenge in mind that this time we had to win....with a determination in eyes...with a passion...and 9 out of times we would win...we would cross the check post....with lot of fuel left in the tank....with time in our hands...
Such is life from my specs...

There cannot be a particular definition to Life....for it is undefined...and will remain so.....only thing can be defined...is a person's view and vision just as my specs defined "life" for me...!!!

Cheers..

Yahoo Yahoo..