I Miss You...!!!!

When you are far away from someone that is when you realize the value of someone you love...
24th August ,Rakshabandhan first time ever I was surrounded with around 1000 beautiful girls but none of them tied the deadly thread on my hand.I missed my place...i missed my family....i missed my parents....i missed my sisters...being a single child Rakshabandhan was one of the few occasion wherein I would meet my sisters and enjoy to the fullest....those talks....those fights...those stupid dance steps...and many more...i missed it all...As the day ended I myself tied a thread on my wirsts promising to myownself that I would protect myself from the selfish and cruel environment I am going to be a part of....
24th August ....I not only missed my family....but there was some1 else as well....and as it is truly said that when someone is a sad that brings out the best lines that he could write...and so I wrote and indeed it was one of my best...
"when to put an end to it,
It is like flying up high thousand feet,
love is a poison,a new horizon,
I kept trying to come out of it,
But I just cannot put an end to it.
I still love you from the bottom of my heart,
Erase the boundaries,that keeps us apart.
I always believed that I am over you,
But your memories will haunt me,I had no clue.
Everytime I close my eyes,
The lust to live,almost dies.
I then realize,I am incomplete without you,
From the bottom of my heart I still love you.
I want you to come back to me,
Erase the boundaries that keep you away from me.
The time we spent together,the moments we shared.
The way you pampered,the way you cared.
Still I am living with you,living for you.
You showed me your love,mine is due.
I need a chance to prove myself,
I'll love you more than one can love oneself.
I have realized I am not over you,
From the bottom of my heart ,I still love you.
I want you to come back to me,
Erase the boundaries,that keep you away from me...!!!!!

cheers...
yahoo yahoo..!!!!

Behind Blue Eyes...

Past one month has a been a real eye opener for me.There have been highs and lows plus there have been times when I have been really on a "high".I am trying to discover myself at SBS Pune.Workshops,classes,presentations and to add to all these the pain of being away from home.At times it has been really tough for me to cope up but I havent complaint yet because I chose this life and I am happy too.

Walked in on 29th June 2010,and since then it has been a pleasant journey.Have made quite a few friends and for a change the whole class knows me (during graduation hardly anyone knew me).Life at SBS is quite hectic...its a different world....25kms from Pune city...amidst scenic beauty....mountains...at times you could see clouds touching the mountain tips..(i saw most of these scenes during lectures...that is my way of studying)..... great ambiance to walk with you friend (read between the lines) feeling the light breeze....soft talks sounds amazingly romantic.....but not suppose to be.....your classes get over at around 7....at times due to unnecessary delays at 8...you take dinner and by 9:30 you are on your way back to your place.By 11 one would already be in half sleep and those awake would certainly be preparing for some presentations.Thats life here...but still being managers...our job is to manage and that we have certainly learned..people at SBS are still a puzzle for me....most of them are to make career unlike me who is here to make friends and meet my own-self...lot of responsibilities rest on my shoulders a burden which I am enjoying...

Amidst all this I do find time for my parents....someone whom I miss a lot...for a person who has been at home since past 20years it has been a bit tough.... every night under my blanket before going to sleep....a tiny little drop falls running across my cheeks and finally kissing my lips and I swallow the pain....that is what I am Learning at SBS...

Yahoo yahoo..

cheers....

"A New Avatar"

Today morning,when I got up,

There was a different feeling,

A feeling of flying high,touching the sky.

May be,exploring the world behind the blue sky.

I felt I had the power,I had the light

To lighten up the darkest place on this "earth"

To make people smile and laugh....smiles which are in "dearth".

I was amazed as to why I am so thrilled today,

I looked outside my window,

The sky was the same,

Same green grass,same was my name.

I wondered what is that gives me this "thrust"

I wondered and wondered.then I realized.

Today is 15th August.

Every year the day comes and passes by,

This time it is special

I dont know why,may be because I have realized,I am special.

Today I have a goal to achieve , a path to follow,

Now I have a seed which i need to nurture and grow.

62 years back it was India which got the freedom

15th August 2010 I have learnt,how to make best use of this freedom.

I am free from social constraints,

Bars broken,boundaries erased,

I have my wings,I have my sky

And I am ready to fly,behind the blue sky.

It is a new beginning,in the dark tunnel I have found a ray,

There is only one thing, to me I would say,

Kunal.... HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY...!!!!

Wrote this on 15th August and I thought of no better way to return to blogging.

Yahoo...Yahoo....!!!

Cheers...!!!