O Rahi.....!!

phew......feels different to write something from your home itself....yup net is back to life....and so m i.......i havent been posting from last few days and reason being nothing...actually that is the reason there is nothing great happening and the creative side of me is also not able to work out anything special.....so you can guess what boring life i would be having.....!!

well since i have nothing much to share how about few lines.....latest you see.....its in hindi so spare me for that.....

"luka chippi khwabon ki

aankh micholi zindagi ki

dil tera ye kho raha

par mann tera ye keh raha

sakari se ye dagar

hawa ka rukh hai magar

raahon mey milegi raahe

jaage teri jo nighaye

o rahi chal,o rahi chal

thame na ye kadam

luka chippi khwabon ki

aankh micholi zindagi ki"

well thats the latest on which we are working and actually we have finished as well......now since my nets' back so i guess i wil be writing more frequently and i hope i post something intresting in the coming few days....till then

Yahoo....Yahoo...!!
cheerss.....

what is to come...!!

well hello to all my fans...(as shereen says...)
hmm....i have been thinking a lot but nothing has come to my mind...about what should i actually write....i was thinking that i should may b stop writing these blogs but i suppose thats not what is going to happen...latest that has happened is probably the elections....and i seriously dont feel like saying much about it(already the news channels have said more then they should have) so my comments on it are not at all needed...(by the way ....i dont think there is anything or anyone who needs my advice and comments though) so as i said i have been thinking...there have been quite a few ideas....but honestly i feel i m loosing myself....i wish to write so much but end up writing nothing.....but there r few ideas.....but it will take time to shape them up before they are eady to be posted.....but i can hint you.....
well whatever im thinking of has got to do with imaginations.....the unsaid truth......and emotions.....!!
i hope to give you all a ride of your life....(oopss......i think i said a bit too much...) but still if theres 1 thing that i have its probably confidence...and on its basis i said that.....(overconfidence..!!)
so till then you all will have too bear such non sense....i will keep informing about it....!!
till next time....
Yahoo ...Yahoo...!!
cheerss....

the darkest week.....!!

well it feels different to sit at a friends place and write my non sense...but its far better then siting in those net cafes..at least i saved some pennies..coming to the point my last post "kaminey" has received quite a few comments and for andy thats anand i would say brither i for sure have not lost my balls...u need to check yours...im sorry guys for using such language....
but today i m not writing about how was my day and how my life is going.....i want to write about those sad days of my life...lets move to January 2008...i was in 6 th semester...and we had our placements planned.....17-21st jan...three companies were lined up Satyam,Infosys and L&T.
first was satyam and honestly if at all i have been serious for anything it was for my placement i did not bunk a single class while i was preparing for the same god damm it....!!
i cleared the writen part of satyam..and HR as well.....but i sucked in the technical interview.....he asked something i have never studied and when the results were out what happened was quite obvious i was rejected....i felt bad but was contended with the fact the atleast i cleared the written part...the very next day we had infy and l&t both l&t was in our college and infy was to come at another engineering college..i chose infy over l&t and cleared its written part as well people say if you clear infy's written you have almost gone through but i think god had other plans....same day because of some misunderstanding there was a little drift between the administration of our college and the college in which infy had come and its result was that many of us were rejected.....i still remember that night it was winter time here and it was the coolest evening i ever witnessed....i could feel the pain in my palms and cheeks due to the cool breeze blowing....and my rejection added to the pain....i will be honest in saying that i cried that day simply because i worked hard for it we were not allowed to give l&t because of some stupid reason
after that i lost all my enthusiasm for placements and till now i m without a job.....that was the darkest week i ever had in my life....and still my heart pains ...

bye guys...
cheers...

kaminey...!!

well guys....im still visiting cafes and posting....well as i told you i dont have much to post but people take me wrong...they think i introduce my friends here coz i have nothing to post.....i would say....they are right....!!
not eaxctly right haann....
so i have something to talk about..."ladake zyada kaminey hote hai ya gals" actually i had a strong conversation on this with one of my friend she said boys kaminey hote hai....well i think we are.... ...but the thing is what we are we show that as well we are not two faceted but gals...they are totaly different it seems they enjoy teasing we guys and at times we love it as well...if a boy likes a gal and she nows it,she would get immense pleausre in teasing him,she wont even look at him,talk to him even though she loves him still.........now if thats not kaminapan then boys surely arent kaminas....poor guy would think day and night of talking to her and she wont even reply just for the sake of fun.....but one things for sure....girls are more reliable then guys there u can say that men are dogs....you cannot trust a guy easily but gals u probably can though my friends would not aagree but i thikn gald are more reliable....sorry guys..ok for this post this much is sufficient...
till next time

Yahoo....Yahoo...
cheeers...!!

"shereen"

so as i promised "shereen" well the name means a tigress.....she is not exactly a tigress......but ya confident,impressive and authoritative..she is one of my net friends and i don't believe still that i found her on net.....i think its all destiny....well she is a doctor (physcologist i suppose)
met her once...before i proceed let me make it very clear there is nothing fishy between us.....so please dont misunderstand me....she is a great and sweet friend of mine......so i met her once as she is from my city itsself and it was a great meeting.....i will be honest in saying that she is beautifull....i did not belive her when we first interacted on net..... but i regret on that.....well she is a great human being and a true friend.....well now you all will be wondering y the hell i m talking about her....its because from past 15 days she is not well.....i mean she is suffering from one or the other problems continously...i cannot say this to anyone so thought of telling you all....by the way we did not have anything to talk about atleast i got some matter to post....just joking....so i just pray she gets well soon and be the same smiling loving shereen as she was earlier......
and ya from posts i remember i m running out of ideas for the matter to post so im thinking on it will share it with you all soon.....till then.....

Yahoo....Yahoo....!!
cheeerssss....

after a break..!!

well hi friends....its been a long time......but as i told you i got my house shifted so lots of work there....anyways net is still dead and so i still visit cafes to write all this nonsense.....ya from non sense i remember i wrote a story in my last post but then a realize that this story writing is not my cup of tea.......so idea drop im still in search of something intresting....and for that i would like to take your help so please suggest something to me or else you all will have to keep bearing my non sense.....once i talked to you about destiny......and i left the discussion incomplete.....i strongly belive in destiny...but the thing is that i dont know what is destiny ,what is my destiny....it is tough to live when everyone around has a future and you just sit and live in your present all i m hoping for is a ray of hope.....anyways....its been a long time since i last saw a nice gal...i dont get much of an oppurtunity near my new place, i think that is the reason for me being so low.....well i think its time to say good bye....i want to tell you guys about one of friends "shereen" but that in my next post(i like creating suspenses....!!) so till then.....

Yahoo...Yahoo...!!
cheers guys....

something different.....

i think its time to tell you guys something.....a story probably.....i know this might sound foolish and boring but thats what blogs are for......letting others know what they dont like to know....!!
the hero of our story is known as Kartik...well he is an ordinary guy......a virgo.....decent and too critical.....from childhood itself never wasnt that good with books....but as he got promoted to higher classes he started being friendly with them...he was one of the most cutest boy of his class....his parents loved him a lot....had few friends ......was fond of wrestling and cricket.......his parents had a dream......(they still have) they wanted him to be the most intelligent boy of his class thay want him to be amongst the rankers......Kartik till 6th never managed to enter in the top 10 as well....but class 7th was the turning point........for the first time he secured 2nd position.......in the parents teacher meet...his dad almost had tears in his eyse for he could see his dream coming true....!!
since then Kartik ( aka....chottu) never looked back....he was always looked upon as one of the most intelligent student of the class and every expected him to do well in all the exams and almost all the time he managed to live upto other's expectations as well......life was runnig smoothly for chottu.....untill....its

yahoo...yahoo
cheerssss....!!

in the midst of changes.....

well the day of departure comes close.....yes its time for some changes i supppose .....leaving place where you have seen the most beautifull days of your life hurts......but change is the law of nature......as 9th april 2009 inches closer all the moments which i spent in my present home are crossing my eyes and at times leaving them wet.....!!
it will be tough......but at the same time there is some excitement as well of a new place and new life....but one thing i will surely miss.........the heaven in front of my house.....for those who have been to my place they would have got it.......anyways i forgot to give you updates on my mid terms two down two to go.......i did not wish to give them but surprisingly Rahul bhai wasnt in favour of we bunking them so had to give the first two......lets see what happens with the rest of them..
well there is one thing i just want to ask how do we connect to people.....how do we become friends...?? well those are few questions that at times keep poping in my mind.....and i feel that there is something called destiny thats what leads to all this.....

"destiny ,the word sometimes perplexes me
for some say,no matter what you do
hard work or hardly work,
you will reach where you want to
if destiny is with you"

well i dont need to say who wrote it.....ok guys lets see where does destiny take this blog and me......till next time its a hot and humid good bye from me

Yahoo....Yahoo....!!
cheersss....

the ray of smile and happiness comes on pep...!!

yo guys...!!
yup the mood is changing....but i suppose i m getting carried away....but i simply loved what happened this sunday eve....actually what happened was ...like every sunday i was playing what is considered to b a religion in this part of world...Cricket....and while i was fielding there came a gal ....actuaalyy she was searching for an address of a coaching centre and so she asked me.....well the thing is she took an active part in the conversation asking me to suggest which coaching will be the best for her brother.....the conversation lasted for about 15 min and we shared a lot in those 15 min ...right from CCD in mp nagar to the lakes and alll......well it feels awsome when a stranger that too a gal that tooo as beautiful as her talks with so much interest.....well i know gals have this tendency to smile and speak softly which automaticall propels a guy to the moon...in short they know how to fool guys......but if a gal as sweet as her and as beautiful as her fools me daily......i m ready to be fooled.....that too daily......as i said im getting carried away but for someone who has lost all his smile and happiness (sounds heavy.... though its not exactly that......benifit of being a lyricist...!!) ya so for such a guy even a littlle happiness will be enough.....so i hope i get to see that gal again.....for i have few more coaching centres to suggest.....it does not take much of a time to forget all ur failures...isnt it....??
atleast seeing me i can say that.....bloddy me.......Dogggg.....!!
so bbye guys n ya net is still dead......hope to bring it back to life soon.....till den

Yahoo...Yahoo....!!
cheerss....

The Funny Side....

i suppose god took the title last post seriously...!!
when it goes downhill....it reallly does hurt....my system died temporarily...i got it repaired then my internet connection said good bye.....gosh....life sucks when things like this happen.....i mean i have my mid sems and im writing blogs that too from a cafe i cannot help it...im so addicted to it that i simply cannot help it....anyways only god knows how much time it will take to get my life back on track( if it ever was).....!!
By the way....i have started to get accolades for my blog writing stufff....thats the only good thing that has happend to me in the last few days....i got a message from one of my dear friend saying that my blogs' intresting and that she could not belive that i could write so much..roopesh told me that even he likes what im doing.....and few others as well....!!
and if you would have seen the latest comments on my posts then i will be more then happy to introduce you all to the dearest friend of mine..Rahul Sharma...yes you guessed it right same guy with whom i roam around showing our stupendous talent....!! talking about talent....me and rahul composed yet another piece of greatness...and lines were inspired from my last post.."so many ways...but so few rays..".....sometimes i think that if we wouldnt have found this hidden talent wat would have been we doing every evening the very idea of just wasting our time scares me....!!(as if we utilize it awsomely right now....but thats how we are....) i think every guy has something in him all you need to do is attend few lectures and you will discover the enormous potential in you just as i did....this was for guys and gals..you have a lot in urself.........i dont need to say that...guys now that very well....so do gals...oops...!! blogs getting a bit naughty thats good ...so i think enough for now...i guess i will be back in this old ancient cafe.....to tell you whats all happening in my life...till then its great good bye from me...!!

Yahoo...Yahoo....!!
cheers.....

its all downhill...!!

Sometimes it happens that whatever u think of...it never happens so....i mean it wasnt more than a year ago that i thought by the end of march 2009 i would be placed....here i am hopeless...and my recent result....i thought i will b contended but everyone else seems to have improved not seems they actually have...here i am sucking with 65%......at times it seems to me that life is all about hard work for me....for those who get lucky...i think there part of hard work is also given to me....there has to b balance probably thats why...well at this point of time i would just like to say few lines, ofcourse written by me.....

"life is this, so many hits and miss

sometimes you say,is there a way..??

problems are such,you can't do much

sometimes you say,is there a way...??"

yes life seems to be that way to me right now.....i m standing at a place where there are so many ways and at the same time so few rays....(great line...) in one term i would say its all chaotic.....anyways this is life with lows and highs.....every dog has its day....and im eagerly waiting for mine.....i dont exactly remember when i was happy from the bottom of my heart,when i was contended.....its been a long time since i have seen my parents feeling proud of me....and to add to that ,all these neighbours....i wish i could kill them that is the toughest part when the aunty near your home comes and ask....."beta kya hua kitne percent bane...humare xyz k toh itne bane" and 9 out of ten times her child would get better marks then you did....these aunties sucks...well the good news i might get relived from my nieghbours soon.. as i m shifting my place..in a few days time...may b sunday.

well thats my place....not big ...but i like it ...sweet one......

i think its enough for today....so till next time....

Yahoo...Yahoo...

cheers....!!

"one for somebody who loves me

two for someone who cares for me

three for people whom i love

four for the one whom i want to love

i wanna live

i just wanna live

i want to live my life

i wanna live 

i just wanna live

i wanna die and still be alive"

Well ........ as i promised few lines written by me that are close to my heart.This ones the latest song that the duo has composed and it has turned out to be one of the best creation by me and rahul....it has been around six months since i wrote my first poem....it was while i was attending a lecture of optical i guess.....(this is one of the few things that the subject has given me)...... and it was on my school days....i wrote it and i realized that it wasnt too bad...even if it was...i did not realize that...from then onwards there has been no looking back.....i have been torturing many with my writings and that will continue as well.....but the actual impetus was provided by  "sath bas tera" a hindi song typical bollywood peppy number...written by me and composed by rahul...we were in canteen when rahul asked me to put in some words on the tune he was singing and as we left college that day we had first part of the song alomost finished...when we actually completd it...it was then we realized that we are not that bad....so since then we have been composing and writing and singing our creations.....godd save others.....

I never thought that i can be this good with words...even if i tell some of my friends (school friends) today they dont belive me....but that is how I am unpredictable....anyways...i promise to torture here as well every now and then i will be latting you know some of our other creations....meanwhile i just want to say onething that it feels good when u study after a long time ,yup i actually attended three classes in a row today and i feel proud on it.....and this time i m thinking of giving my mid sems in a proper manner....it might be the aftermath of my 7th sem result but still it feels good to think about studies for a change.....lets hope i stick to what i feel right now....i promised to tell you about another aspect....love.....well wait a bit more....for there is lots more to tell aspect.....

Yahoo....Yahoo...!!

cheeers mate...