I Wish...I could get over U..!!

Few define love as trust...few define it as pain..

Few would say it is like a winter's sunny day..

Few would say it is like  that first " rain"

But for me.. love was nothing but you..

It started with you... ended... with you...

For me love.. was nothing but..walking with you..

For me love was nothing but... being with you..

It took a second for me to fall in love with you..

It took a second for you.. to make my heart bleed ...just for you...

I wish I could get over of those walks..

I wish I could get over of those talks..

I wish I could get over of all those moments of love.. with you..

I wish...I wish.. I could get over you...

It was so easy for me.. to love you..

As I was so me.. when with you.. 

It is going to be so difficult to love someone again...

As I can't be the same...as I was with you..

You would understand... the reasons for my smiles...

You would understand... the reason behind my wet eyes..

I discovered myself... when I was with you..

I had fallen in love with my ownself...when I was in love with you..

I would never be able to love myself again..

As I know I can never be with you...

I wish I could get over of those coffee cups..

I wish I could get over of those temporary breakups..

I wish I could get over of all those dreams.. I had seen with you..

I wish ... I wish.. I could get over you...

Life is unfair... it makes you live. but you wish to die..

It makes you smile.... when you wish to cry...

It's over... we are no longer together..

But the irony is... you still live in me..

Every time.. my heart beats...

Every time....I walk down those streets...

Every time .. my feet tremble.. 

Every time I fumble...

Every time ....when I am at a coffee shop..

Every time ... when I cross that bus stop...

I wish I could erase those memories of you...

I wish I could stop loving you..

I wish.. I wish.. I could get over you..

I wish.. some day you will turn up and say..."I still love you"

For I had always done...and always will..

Still I wish I could get over you..

I wish...this wish doesn't come true..

As I simply loved you...!! 

Mushroof...!!!

"ane wale kuch labaz...shayad mere kal ki tasveer bayan kare..

aane wale kuch labaz... shayad mere kal ko tabah kar de...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey ki.. aashiquo mey mashoorr ho gaya

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey... ki apno mey badnam ho gaya...

wo kehte hai ki... badnami mey bhi naam hai..aur main is hi saahare jee rah tha..

duniya ki kya baat karu... main toh khud se bhi door tha...

main toh bas tujh mey mushroof tha...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey..ki jeene ka maksad tu tha..

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey.. ki marne ki wajah bhi tu hi bana..

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey.. ki apne aasuon ko teri hasi mey chipata raaha...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey ki apni hasi ko tere aasuon ki bali chadata raha..

wo kehte h ki.. mere pas auro k liye waqt na tha..

wo kehte h ki... mere pas dil na tha..

kya batau unhe... ki mera dil toh teri chahat mey mushroof tha...

kisse kahaniyo mey aisi chahat k namune sunne the..

teri chahat mey... main bhi...bas ek namuna ban kar hi reh gaya

kuch kadam tere sath chalne k liye ...na jane kitno ka sath choda..

ek tera hath thamne k liye... na jane kitno ka hath chutta.

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey.. ki apne zameer tak ko zaleel kar diya..

kuch is tarah mushrroof tha tujh mey...ki khud se befai kar gaya.

mere khwabon mey na jane kab tere khwab jud gaye...

aur mere khwab.. bas in aankhon tak hi simat kar reh gaye...

hath chod kar bin bataye acchanak tu aagey bad gai..

aur main un chand lamho ko bator kar ek zindagi banane mey mushroof ho gaya

wo lamhe toh sath le aya.. par khud ko wahi chod aya..

wo hasi toh laut aayi.. par muskan wahi chod aya..

wo khwab phir mil toh gaye hai..

par wo raatien toh wahi chod aya hu..

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki...zindagi jee na saka..

kuch  is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki.... mar k bhi mar na saka..aur jee kar bhi bas mushroof rah..

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki..."

Teri Makhmali..ruhaani...!!!!

"Ek Nayi Subah...!!"

Teri makhmali,,,ruhaani saanso ke beech...

Ho rahi ... hai ek nayi subah...

Teri adhoori-aadhi...khulti aankhon k beech...

Ho rahi ...hai ek nayi subah...

Teri- meri..ungliyon.... k beech..

Ho rahi... hai ek nayi subah..

Mere spane ko jee rah hu main....

Aur ho rahi... hai ek nayi subah.....

Ye suraj ki kiranien.. jab tere tan par padein...

To meri zindagi muskura uthe..

Ye subah ki taazi hawa.. jab tere baloon ko chuye...

To meri zindagi mushura.... uthe...

Phir tera... hatheli se... kirno ko rokna...

Aur akhir mey karwat lena...

Bas....phir zindagi muskura uthe...

Phir tujhe bahon mey lekar... un labzon k beech..

Ho rahi hai.... ek nayi subah..

Teri muskurahat aur in haseen lamho k beech..

Ho rahi hai.... ek nayi subah...

Teri - meri ungliyo k beech....

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere sapne ko jee rah hu main...

Aur ho rahi hai..... ek nayi subah...

Ye chadar ki silwatien.. ye bayan kar rahi h..

Ki beeti raat kitni haseen thi..

Takiye ke neeche dabbe kuch khwab the..jo ab poore hue hai...

Chaddar k tale kuch asoon the jo abb sukh gaye hai..

Ek muskan hai chehre par.. ab koi shikwa nahi dil mey..

Ek manzil hai samne....par ab koi parwah nahi chalne mey...

Thodi nok-jhok.. kuch pyar..kuch takrar k beech

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah..

In jalele hue toast.... aur mithi chaye ke beech..

Ho rahi hai .. ek nayi subah..

Mere pyar.. meri zindagi.. mere sapne k sath..

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere beete hue kal.. mere aj. aur mere aane wale kal k sath..

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Teri - meri ungliyo k beech....

Ho rahi hai... ek nayi subah...

Mere sapne ko jee rah hu main...

Aur ho rahi hai..... ek nayi subah...

Memories...

Sometimes I'll get up in the morning with a smile..
Sometimes I get up with a tear in my eye..
Sometimes I would smile in a lonely place for no reason
Sometimes I feel the cold even if its not the season..
I wonder what is it that makes me feel so abnormal...
Sometimes I am puzzled as I have  no clue of the reason behind this..
Then I realized..it is not one person...not one moment..
Behind my smile... behind my wet eyes..
It is nothing but so called "Memories"..

Memories.. that haunts me...
Memories that fight with me..
Memories that makes me smile..
Memories that makes me cry..

How strange are these memories...
A memory of fun and laughter..would make your eyes wet few years later...
A memory of sadness and animosity.. would make you smile few years after on your stupidity..
Memory of the first kiss...Memory of the first love..
Memory of first lonely walk.. memory of those late night talks..
Memory of the group studies.. memory of that  early morning hurries...

Memory that lives in me..
Memory that kills me..
Memories that makes me smile
Memories that makes me cry..

It seems I am painting my future.. with the colors of past..
Running a marathon.. sometimes so slow.. sometimes so fast..

I may smile... but deep inside a memory might have been making me cry..
My happiness may be an illusion .. as a memory resides deep inside...
Memories.. forming an integral part of my dreams..
Forgetting them is going to be a daunting task it seems...

Memories of those beautiful eyes..
Memories of that innocent smile..
Memories of that teasing by friends
Memories of that fights with friends..

Memories.. ghost of pasts...
Memories.. life of present...
Memories... dreams of future..
Memories.. a part of life...
Memories.. for some.. are simply life..!! 

Living is an art..!!

You can't move one step forward.. without taking two steps back,
You cannot rise high, if you haven't fallen apart...
You cannot feel happiness , if you never felt sadness
You cannot feel what it feels to win... if you never lost...
Contradictory these may be.. but these are so true...
Living is an art....How to live... depends on you...

You cannot understand.. the joy of gaining.. if you never lost anything...
You cannot understand the happiness of meeting someone after ages...if you never went far from someone..
You cannot love someone... if you don't hate somebody..
You cannot understand the joy of love.. if you don't understand the bitterness of hatred..
One cannot understand the value of trust... if his trust was never broken...
One cannot understand the darkness of night... if he never saw a sunrise...

One cannot understand what fun it is to get drunk and be carried on shoulders by friends
If he never got drunk...
One cannot understand the joy of roaming with your love..
If he could never bunk..
One cannot understand.. what importance money has.. if he never spends..
One cannot understand.. what importance tears have.. if he could never smile..

The Built Up..!!

Hey Friends..!!

All of you might be wondering , why a special message and not a public post on Facebook.
As it turns out , I am no longer active on Facebook and have no idea till when. But since I am writing something special and I want my avid followers to read it , so I have sent you all a private message.

My next writing and probably next few blogs will be solely dedicated to love..

Yes correct .. I have always written about ... love... falling in it.. heartbreaks... first love.. last love..
life... its ups and downs... friendships...

My most of the writings have been around these feelings..

But one thing I see in this world.. out of my little experience with different kinds of people.. that love has vanished.. people don't trust each other... they no longer love each other...well actually this is a general feeling now..

Everyone is so busy nowadays.. that the word "professionalism" has become a status and a very essential quality required in individuals today.

Unfortunately... emotions have paid the price.. through so called professionalism... we have become emotionless ... rather statues...

But if one studies carefully... there still exists kindness.. humanity.. and "love".

So as the festive season is round the corner.. I'll try and focus on this four letter word.

Let us celebrate love... through stories...

Yes I am gonna write short stories in my next few blogs... stories.. involving love.. love for your duty.. love for your blood... love for your dreams... and love for someone special..

I am sure these stories somewhere will hit your heart and if any of these stories are able to change your viewpoint towards anybody.. I will think that love has been celebrated...

The title would be.... "When you Love someone.. Love someone like a..."

This is just a built up..

Each week one story and something to learn from it..

Meanwhile.. stay tuned..you will keep getting the updates..

Cheers..

And let us spread love.. as we all need it ... :)

Abb jo Sawan Barse...!!

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Kab se lage naino ko tere aas....

Jaise laage matti ko bundo ki pyas re...

Abb jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Khidki par beth kar.. chaye k pyale mey

Bheegti hui palako k beech se.. us raaste par hai nazar.. kb se is..khidki par beth kar..

Biskoot ko dubo kar... teri yaadon mey doob kar... Dil ko ye smjhata hu...

Kali badari jo ye chaa rahi hai..sang apne ek hawa bhi la rahi hai..

Teri yaddon ki barish se bach na paunga...

Dard-e-dil abb chupa na paunga...

Labh bhi abb taraste hai tera naam lene ko..

Paon bhi abb rah takte hai... tere sath chalne ko...

Abb jo chaye chalake...piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase...

Kab se laage naino ko teri aas..

Jaise lage.. maatti ko bundo ki pyas re...

Ab jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barase... piya tohe tarase..

Bheegte nadano ko dekh kar...teri athkeliya yaad aati hai..

Jodo ko hatho mey hath dalte ghumta dekh.. ye hath namm pad jate hai..

Jab koi apne piya k sang.. duniya se beparwah ho mast maula hota hai..

Toh wo pal tere sang beete hue... is dil ko rula jate hai..

Dusro ki nadaniya.. yu toh labhi par muskan la deti hai..

Par in barish ki bundo k beech.. aapne aasuon ki baarish bhi samajh ajati hai..

Tere sang har rah chali thi..

Har mod muda tha..

Chat k thele par jab koi ek sukhi puri mangta hai..

Seediyo par bethe jab koi ice cream khata hai..

Raah mey koi beech sadak par jab ladta hai..

Mu fulaye bhi jab koi hath pakad kar kisi ko raasta par karata hai..

Station par jab koi kisi se akhri bar gale milta hai.. aur jab tak aankho se ojhal na ho jaye tab tak gate par khada rehta hai..

Jab bhi koi dono hatho mey bheed se bachte hue coffee le jata hai..

Jab kisi ko mana k liye cake par koi "sorry" likhwata hai..

Soft toys ka rate poochte waqt..

Gulabo ko kharidte waqt..

Jab koi khane k liye parcel karata hai.. aur apni jeb ko tatolta hai..

Sirf ye pata hai ki wo apne liye kuch na le payega..is se sirf meri mashuka ka dil bharega..

Phir jab wo bhi beparwah muskan k sath le jata hai.. us waqt..

Koi bada mauka ni lagta teri yaad aane mey..

In hi choti choti baaton mey tu yaad ajati hai..

Aur ye annkhien phir se namm ho jati hai...

Abb jo dil ye dhadake... piya tohe tarase...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase...

Kab se laage.. nayano ko teri aas...

Jaise lage.. matti ko bundo ki pyase re...

Abb jo sawan barse... piya tohe tarase..

Abb jo badal garaje... piya tohe tarase..

P.S. "Spare me for the spellings and very awkward language use "

Cheers..!!
Yahoo Yahoo..