Friday, January 21, 2011

iT is So nOt EaSy.....!!!

It is 21st of January,winters about to come to an end....foggy mornings....sunny days and chilly nights....perfect weather to go out and have fun with your friends and enjoy life....but it is not so easy....when you have bright and sunny opportunities but foggy thoughts and chilling results...it is not so easy to wear smile and have fun....
life is running through one such situation presently...a feeling of loneliness...a feeling of disgust and a feeling of sadness has what suffused me.....
it is not so easy to cope up with such situations wherein you are looked upon as something you are not....negative thoughts have infected my thought process and i find myself highly dejected
looking for little things to motivate me....and with first sem results around the corner there seems a very little chance of me getting motivated...!!!
for the first time realizing how important the two F's are-friends and family......
it actually is not easy....and that happens to be the title of not only this post but also my next creation...

it is so not easy,for someone to let go
someone you love so much.someone for whom you care so much.
it is so not easy,to see tears in the eyes of
someone you love so much,someone for whom you care so much.
you know that she is your life,
you know that without her,space would be wide.
you know it will be a lonely world,
but still you sacrifice,just for her.
it is so not easy,for someone to not able to see
someone you love so much,someone for whom you care so much.
all the time,you keep persuading her,
you will be "well" even without her.
you keep on saying "i wont miss you"
keep on wearing a smile..that kills you.
all this for someone you love so much,for someone you care so much.
and when the moment comes ,for her to let go
your hands want to hold her back
you heart speaks "please don't go"
your eyes shout please stay back
but the words that come out "please go"
(and she goes....)
the world is now a lonely place
you are left with memories of those happy days
your eyes cry,lips smile
gloominess on your face....
all this for someone you love so much,for someone you care so much.
it is so not easy,for someone to live without
someone you love so much.someone for whom you care so much.