When It Comes To You…!!!

When It Comes To You…!!!

When it comes to you, I have no other option

But to give you, what makes you smile

When it comes to you, I have no other option

But to live, my life though for a while.

When “smile” is on your face,

It looks more beautiful.

When you are around,

Life is more cheerful….

So much, so many things that I couldn’t do,

I would now do, when it comes to you….!!

When you walk out, sun peeps out to welcome you,

When you are sad, he cries in the form of rain,

When your eyes are wet, I would be a wind to blow away all your pain…

When it comes to you, I could walk on a heavy road with my eyes close,

When it comes to you, I could fight with the strongest wind that blows.

So much, so many things that I couldn’t do,

I would now do, when it comes to you….!!

When you speak, your voice is more musical

Than the sweetest music I have ever heard.

When you are dressed in white, I have never seen

Something that is more coloured

When you walk away from me, I wish to hold you back

When it comes to you, I could overcome things which I once lacked.

When it comes to you , I could fight with my own self

When it comes to you, I could hide my tears behind my smile

I see no other option, when it comes to you…

Goa-Like A Dog...!!!

well its been quite a while...but i still feel those beaches....those sleepless nights..i could still feel waves approaching me viscously and then gently passing through me...and many more...Goa was one hell of a trip...

first time ever I landed on one of the most hot tourist destination in the country and was greeted with lot of humidity and a Wine shop..!!

but as time and days went by...Not only me almost the entire group was painted with the colors of Goa...be it getting a tattoo on your wrists and arms....be it sitting on those amazingly relaxing chairs watching the entire sea in front of you at around 7pm with some snacks and drinks...be it driving through the night on two wheeler...be it reliving the Dil Chahta Hai moment...be it dancing in the sea with a romantic music playing in the background with the reflection of the moon on the surface of water at 3am....or be it the travel...enjoying the moment when the head of your partner slips on to your shoulder ;)

it was amazing...!!!!

5 days of fun and life...apart from a few glitches the trip was amazing and what makes it special is the fact that no one else got to enjoy so much because of various reasons...

I have no doubt that most of us wont forget this...and what it has done is that it has reunited Dual D

well we were welcomed back to Pune with the time table for the finals...but even that couldnt really hinder the fun and enjoyment...such is the effect of Goa....post returning there have been few lines which I have jotted down all of that in the next post...

till den...

yahoo...yahoo...

cheers...!!!

Happy Diwali... !!

today morning i opened my window and saw a 6-7 years old kid dressed in white kurta pyajma...playing with his sisters...and immediately the first thing that struck was my cousins....it took me back to my childhood when i used to tease my sisters and they used to run after me and once they would fail to catch hold of me...they would go and report my mother with eyes full of those crocodile tears... i was recalling many such incidents...and was swaying in my childhood memories and to an extent that did wet my eyes....but just then my cell phone ringed and there was my friends calling me to enjoy the day.....yes though i am away from my family but still i have a bunch of friends who are more then a family to me..... ye your family and your friends have different positions in your life but here i rarely miss my family as i have a family here.....

as i post this i could hear the crackers' sound.....and now its time to get ready and enjoy diwali for the first time without my family i am sure there wont be much of a difference....

yes i did miss my parents today but its ok afterall i am here for them....

time to sign off...happy diwali...

yahoo yahoo

cheers...!!!

Shukriya Zindagi...!!!

i write this amidst al confusion and emotional turbulence...diwali has arrived....and still i havent tasted all d delicacies tht my mom use to make....i m sure even she is missing me...as now there is now one to taste the gujjia's and tell her how they taste....!!!!

i m confused....as to whether at this diwali I will be with my family....or....wait a second I am with my family.....this is for my classmates....i know we are away from our home sweet home....but we have family here.....common guys 15 days of hard work (for me hardly worked) are over..its a festive environment.....lets cheer up...n make this diwali a memorable one...as i keep saying every moment passed here is special....so will this be...all you have to do is to change your attitude...(hawthrone studies) i did study :)

well guys to my friends and family.....i miss you a lot....have no means to tell you guys....never been away from home on festive occasions and this MBA is giving me experience of everything....well i suppose this is corporate life....

to be away from your home and celebrate one of the most awaited festival of the country is an event in itself....deep down everyone is hurt but dosent matter as i write this my playlist says....

"Sirf ik rang se tasveer hoti kahin

Gham nahi toh khushi ki keemat nahi
Sirf ik rang se tasveer hoti kahin
Gham nahi toh khushi ki keemat nahi
Dhoop chaaon hain dono toh dilkash jahaan
Kya shikaayat karein, fursat kahaan
Shukriya zindagi - 4 times
Teri mehrbaaniyan, teri mehrbaaniyan"

happy diwali to all my friends.....may you get all the sweetness of gujjias in your life...and little taste of sour as well..and to all my enemies....may one of you get admission in SBS...just kidding ;)

yahoo yahoo....

cheers..!!!

dil ki baat labho par aa na paye....!!!

dil ki baat labho par aa na paye....

aankhen lekin chup k se ye keh jaye...

hai pyar tujhse....na janu main kab se....

dil ki baat labho par aa na paye....

aankhen lekin chup k se ye keh jaye....

mera dil b mjhse ye sawal kare....

kab tujhe main batau.....intezar kare...

tera mera sath h jab se....

hotho par muskan h tab se.....

par kaise main batau...karta hu mohhobat tum se...

dil ki baat labho par aa na paye....

aankhen lekin chup k se ye keh jaye....

yahoo yahoo...

cheers..!!!

just like dat..!!!

now this is something interesting.....writing a blog siting outside the mess underneath a tree...is some experience.Its a clear blue sky....what was clouded in the morning......bright sunny day....what was dark in the morning....from between the leaves of the tree i could see the sun spreading its light.....as i say this...the tree above me welcomes with a few leaves....it seems as if it has open its wide arms and asking me to sit beneath it and rest.....m feeling so loved n cared.....that is the way it is here...everyone so loving and caring....i just saw few comments on my last posts....to sagar i would say....yes indeed i would write something for the class.....i need the right mood....to dipesh..."it takes time...!!!!!!"

I don't know why every time I pen down something all I write is something tragic...may be it is the pain of missing your loved ones....By the way...no holidays are ensuring that I am at my best when it comes to writing poems.....everyday here passes with some learning....

to continue.....last time i was underneath bright sun....now m posting this sitting in an air conditioner room ....mam teaching....n i guess u know what i am doing.....

its festive atmoshpere in the country and we people at SBS are celebrating via mid semesters....yeah the dates have been anounced although still no worries on my side but seeing people study day and night does give me few worries....

12th Oct. my parents birthday...yes both my mother and father share there birthdays on the same day....for the first time i ws away from them...and i did feel a bit sad and guilty.....i could give nothing....but there is something i have and those are words so i wrote few lines for them..

"today,what I am is al because of you two,

today,I am able to stand on my own,its al coz of you two,

today,if I hav my identity it is al coz of you two,

i was unaware but now i knw...

the most i love in this world,is you two....

miss you dad and mom....happy birthday to you two......"

cheers..

yahoo yahoo..!!

back to home....or back form home...!!!!

back to Pune...back from home....or back to home.....I am still confused.Its been over a week but still I am trying to figure it out whether I have come back from my home or I have come back to myhome.Yes,that is how it has been living at SBS.People here (to be preicise) my class are extremely caring,loving (at times over,and thats different that there love and care at times comes out in the form of paper balls) I missed my friends,I missed my classes,I missed my professors....strange btut true I didnt feel like staying at home.....
Meanwhile.....studies are going on at there best......( m certainly not)......presentations are going at there best ( m certainly not)....."vellapanti" is at its best (m certainly.....at my best at it)
Getting insulted from your faculty......being abused.....its all now a part of me.....and yes getting your *** kicked in front of the whole class and at times by the whole class.....
Amongst all this....I rarely miss my family....as I have found one here....I am happy to be a part of a group which is far more then a group.....
my poems have increased in numbers....as now I am attending my classes regularly that ultimately leads to more boredom and that leads to my stupid creations....!!!! The latest being....

dheeme se aakar,meri aankho mey bas gai,
haule-haule meri saso mey sama gai,
na jane kaise is dil ki dhadkan ban gai,
dheeme se aa kar,mere sapno mey bas gai.

kal thi jo aankhen sooni,
abb un mey ek roshni si hai.
soi-soi si meri rahe,
abb jagi jagi si hai.
us ki ek hasi se meri khusiya ban gai,
band thi jo mutthi,us k hi karan khul gai.
haule-haule meri saso mey sama g,
dheeme se aakar,mere sapno mey bas gai.

na jane kyu ye din badle,
murjha gaye wo phool, jo the khille-khille.
us ki us muskurahat ko tarsta hu,
har raat apne chaddar tale barsta hu.
aankhen band karu jo,to ek hi chehra nazar aata hai,
kyu sapney dikha kar yu koi,unhe tod jata hai.
us k sang jo bhag rahi thi ghadi,
abb wo tham gayi.
haule-haule meri aankho k aasu ban gai,
dheeme se aakar mere sapno mey bas gaiii....!!!!

yahoo yahoo...
cheers..!!!

I Miss You...!!!!

When you are far away from someone that is when you realize the value of someone you love...
24th August ,Rakshabandhan first time ever I was surrounded with around 1000 beautiful girls but none of them tied the deadly thread on my hand.I missed my place...i missed my family....i missed my parents....i missed my sisters...being a single child Rakshabandhan was one of the few occasion wherein I would meet my sisters and enjoy to the fullest....those talks....those fights...those stupid dance steps...and many more...i missed it all...As the day ended I myself tied a thread on my wirsts promising to myownself that I would protect myself from the selfish and cruel environment I am going to be a part of....
24th August ....I not only missed my family....but there was some1 else as well....and as it is truly said that when someone is a sad that brings out the best lines that he could write...and so I wrote and indeed it was one of my best...
"when to put an end to it,
It is like flying up high thousand feet,
love is a poison,a new horizon,
I kept trying to come out of it,
But I just cannot put an end to it.
I still love you from the bottom of my heart,
Erase the boundaries,that keeps us apart.
I always believed that I am over you,
But your memories will haunt me,I had no clue.
Everytime I close my eyes,
The lust to live,almost dies.
I then realize,I am incomplete without you,
From the bottom of my heart I still love you.
I want you to come back to me,
Erase the boundaries that keep you away from me.
The time we spent together,the moments we shared.
The way you pampered,the way you cared.
Still I am living with you,living for you.
You showed me your love,mine is due.
I need a chance to prove myself,
I'll love you more than one can love oneself.
I have realized I am not over you,
From the bottom of my heart ,I still love you.
I want you to come back to me,
Erase the boundaries,that keep you away from me...!!!!!

cheers...
yahoo yahoo..!!!!

Behind Blue Eyes...

Past one month has a been a real eye opener for me.There have been highs and lows plus there have been times when I have been really on a "high".I am trying to discover myself at SBS Pune.Workshops,classes,presentations and to add to all these the pain of being away from home.At times it has been really tough for me to cope up but I havent complaint yet because I chose this life and I am happy too.

Walked in on 29th June 2010,and since then it has been a pleasant journey.Have made quite a few friends and for a change the whole class knows me (during graduation hardly anyone knew me).Life at SBS is quite hectic...its a different world....25kms from Pune city...amidst scenic beauty....mountains...at times you could see clouds touching the mountain tips..(i saw most of these scenes during lectures...that is my way of studying)..... great ambiance to walk with you friend (read between the lines) feeling the light breeze....soft talks sounds amazingly romantic.....but not suppose to be.....your classes get over at around 7....at times due to unnecessary delays at 8...you take dinner and by 9:30 you are on your way back to your place.By 11 one would already be in half sleep and those awake would certainly be preparing for some presentations.Thats life here...but still being managers...our job is to manage and that we have certainly learned..people at SBS are still a puzzle for me....most of them are to make career unlike me who is here to make friends and meet my own-self...lot of responsibilities rest on my shoulders a burden which I am enjoying...

Amidst all this I do find time for my parents....someone whom I miss a lot...for a person who has been at home since past 20years it has been a bit tough.... every night under my blanket before going to sleep....a tiny little drop falls running across my cheeks and finally kissing my lips and I swallow the pain....that is what I am Learning at SBS...

Yahoo yahoo..

cheers....

"A New Avatar"

Today morning,when I got up,

There was a different feeling,

A feeling of flying high,touching the sky.

May be,exploring the world behind the blue sky.

I felt I had the power,I had the light

To lighten up the darkest place on this "earth"

To make people smile and laugh....smiles which are in "dearth".

I was amazed as to why I am so thrilled today,

I looked outside my window,

The sky was the same,

Same green grass,same was my name.

I wondered what is that gives me this "thrust"

I wondered and wondered.then I realized.

Today is 15th August.

Every year the day comes and passes by,

This time it is special

I dont know why,may be because I have realized,I am special.

Today I have a goal to achieve , a path to follow,

Now I have a seed which i need to nurture and grow.

62 years back it was India which got the freedom

15th August 2010 I have learnt,how to make best use of this freedom.

I am free from social constraints,

Bars broken,boundaries erased,

I have my wings,I have my sky

And I am ready to fly,behind the blue sky.

It is a new beginning,in the dark tunnel I have found a ray,

There is only one thing, to me I would say,

Kunal.... HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY...!!!!

Wrote this on 15th August and I thought of no better way to return to blogging.

Yahoo...Yahoo....!!!

Cheers...!!!

Theory of "Frequency Match"

sometimes i wonder how few people become such an integral part of your life within few weeks whereas few you dont even care about....
after loads of thinking on the same..i have come up with this theory of "frequency match"

"every human being has an antenna that has two leads,one goes to the heart and the other to the brain.just like the human brain the antenna keeps on working when we are awake and keeps on tracking the frequencies around it.It tracks the frequency and matches it to the frequency of the individual.
sometimes there is not a proper frequency match the phase is different (the engineering students will understand that)...but somtimes the frequency matches completely....and that is when the antenna connects the person to your heart....and it gives birth to what we call as "friendship"..

i have xperienced it myself....

not once but thrice now.....

initially......... with my dear friend Krishna...he took admission in our school in class 10th....he was there in our school for an year and left in class 11th..... but in just one year the bonding we had...has lead to a friendship that is still going on strongly....he is now one f my most dearest friends....and the reason i guess for that would that rght frm the starting we had some reall common interests....(wich include some tht we shouldnt hav had)

second time it was with Shereen...another friend of mine.....about whom i have already told u guys (check my earlier posts)

and the latest is "sonia"......
a friend of mine whom i found on net......some people might not believe in net friendship and all that stuff...but till now i have been fortunate enough to get credible friends...either that is because i m good at judging people or because they think i m a good person......either ways i get to be a good person.... :)

but talking about "sonia".....she is this different kind of gal.....sweet yet smart....cute yet caring.....intelligent yet beautiful...i dont know how she has become such an exclusive part of my life...every time i am talking to her...i feel happy....i have discovered a very different "Kunal" since she has arrived in my life...a Kunal who is kiddish....a Kunal who suddenly loves singing songs...a Kunal who is happy....

.......people do pull my leg....but i dont care because there is something more then mere "net friends" in this world....

i dont know what she feels for me......does she even look at me in the same way as i does...it hardly matters.....what matters is that she is my friend and m proud to have a friend like her.....its too early to say this and many would say that i m getting emotional.....but here again i would bring that same "frequency match" theory....

her frequency did match to mine....and now she occupies a special place in my heart (mind you there are very few who have managed to get there).....i hope that mine did match her as well....and that i did manage to reach her heart as well and not just got stuck in the brain lead...

well....as i told you there is lots to talk about and lots of time as well......more of my life in my next post....till den its

yahoo yahoo
cheers....!!

missed you...

yes yes....another break......n here i m again...how many times i wl say "back to blogging" and then just vanish away
but the sequence of events have been such that even after having loads of spare time couldn't find time for "ME"
after 1 year finaly i have a path to follow.....a goal to achieve.....a battle to fight...
heading to Pune for my post graduation.....though a mixed reports about the institute have somewhat put me in a state of dilemma but since i have no other option i wil b heading for MBA
there is lots to talk about Sri Balaji Institute....but i would hold myself back at this point and let you know when the right time comes....
meanwhile...many of my friends have made it to various companies and almost all of IxI is placed now.
and in these torrid times where people are finding it tough to get a job my dear friend Rahul "quit" one...
but what he did was quite understandable if i would have been at his place i surely would have done the same....(that is what make us best buddies)
may b i would write more often now as now there s sum peace in my mind and heart.
and yeah that song thing still going on...we prepared quite a few numbers and the latest would really roll you down...
so more of it in coming posts....apologies to al my fans (though there aren't many )
till den as i keep saying...

yahoo yahoo
cheers....!!