I Wish...I could get over U..!!

Few define love as trust...few define it as pain..

Few would say it is like a winter's sunny day..

Few would say it is like  that first " rain"

But for me.. love was nothing but you..

It started with you... ended... with you...

For me love.. was nothing but..walking with you..

For me love was nothing but... being with you..

It took a second for me to fall in love with you..

It took a second for you.. to make my heart bleed ...just for you...

I wish I could get over of those walks..

I wish I could get over of those talks..

I wish I could get over of all those moments of love.. with you..

I wish...I wish.. I could get over you...

It was so easy for me.. to love you..

As I was so me.. when with you.. 

It is going to be so difficult to love someone again...

As I can't be the same...as I was with you..

You would understand... the reasons for my smiles...

You would understand... the reason behind my wet eyes..

I discovered myself... when I was with you..

I had fallen in love with my ownself...when I was in love with you..

I would never be able to love myself again..

As I know I can never be with you...

I wish I could get over of those coffee cups..

I wish I could get over of those temporary breakups..

I wish I could get over of all those dreams.. I had seen with you..

I wish ... I wish.. I could get over you...

Life is unfair... it makes you live. but you wish to die..

It makes you smile.... when you wish to cry...

It's over... we are no longer together..

But the irony is... you still live in me..

Every time.. my heart beats...

Every time....I walk down those streets...

Every time .. my feet tremble.. 

Every time I fumble...

Every time ....when I am at a coffee shop..

Every time ... when I cross that bus stop...

I wish I could erase those memories of you...

I wish I could stop loving you..

I wish.. I wish.. I could get over you..

I wish.. some day you will turn up and say..."I still love you"

For I had always done...and always will..

Still I wish I could get over you..

I wish...this wish doesn't come true..

As I simply loved you...!! 

Mushroof...!!!

"ane wale kuch labaz...shayad mere kal ki tasveer bayan kare..

aane wale kuch labaz... shayad mere kal ko tabah kar de...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey ki.. aashiquo mey mashoorr ho gaya

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey... ki apno mey badnam ho gaya...

wo kehte hai ki... badnami mey bhi naam hai..aur main is hi saahare jee rah tha..

duniya ki kya baat karu... main toh khud se bhi door tha...

main toh bas tujh mey mushroof tha...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey..ki jeene ka maksad tu tha..

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey.. ki marne ki wajah bhi tu hi bana..

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey.. ki apne aasuon ko teri hasi mey chipata raaha...

kuch is tarah tha mushroof tujh mey ki apni hasi ko tere aasuon ki bali chadata raha..

wo kehte h ki.. mere pas auro k liye waqt na tha..

wo kehte h ki... mere pas dil na tha..

kya batau unhe... ki mera dil toh teri chahat mey mushroof tha...

kisse kahaniyo mey aisi chahat k namune sunne the..

teri chahat mey... main bhi...bas ek namuna ban kar hi reh gaya

kuch kadam tere sath chalne k liye ...na jane kitno ka sath choda..

ek tera hath thamne k liye... na jane kitno ka hath chutta.

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey.. ki apne zameer tak ko zaleel kar diya..

kuch is tarah mushrroof tha tujh mey...ki khud se befai kar gaya.

mere khwabon mey na jane kab tere khwab jud gaye...

aur mere khwab.. bas in aankhon tak hi simat kar reh gaye...

hath chod kar bin bataye acchanak tu aagey bad gai..

aur main un chand lamho ko bator kar ek zindagi banane mey mushroof ho gaya

wo lamhe toh sath le aya.. par khud ko wahi chod aya..

wo hasi toh laut aayi.. par muskan wahi chod aya..

wo khwab phir mil toh gaye hai..

par wo raatien toh wahi chod aya hu..

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki...zindagi jee na saka..

kuch  is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki.... mar k bhi mar na saka..aur jee kar bhi bas mushroof rah..

kuch is tarah mushroof tha tujh mey ki..."