my college life..Chapter-11...

23rd june 2009,

10:40pm...

Chapter-11 "16th June-The Era Ends..."

Four long years of hard work..correction...hardly work.....haD to end with a bang....and bang it was in a big way....!!

Sun set....bhopal's prestigious upper lake.....pleasent evening......hotel ranjit lake view's roof...beautifull chicks.....handsome dudes....drinks...music..and awsome food.....now that has to be "BIG BANG"...

I hardly remember when i enjoyed this much ever before...it was an unforgettable evening.After long plannings and as i say "why cant everything go as per plans"...so after many twists and turns..EC 2009 batch was able to organize a party...The party was scheduled to begin at 6pm..but we reached there at about 7pm...black and blue...that was not supposed to be the theme...but since me and rahul share this misterious habbit of thinking the same...it eventually was the theme..atleast for us......rahul has never been the one who would set the dance floor alive..all he could do was to kick few asses....on the floor...apart from few dance numbers...he was not seen shaking his large body.....anand initially refused to dance but the ambiance was such that ultimately attracted the devil on the dance floor...Even i was reluctant..but..but...i dont know what actually happened that evening..by the time the party ended i suppose i was amongst the few who danced for the entire evening..even while i was resting...i was dancing....and this dancing did make me loose few things i could not talk to few people whom i wanted to..while everyone else was busy getting clicked...i was busy moving my hips......it was as if i was drunk..and out..but the bottom line is i enjoyed....for a change i did eat as well....and those top to bottom drinks.....i did not drink much (mind you they were soft drinks...) but still it was fun...by the time party ended i was a bit sad...as i knew that there will be some faces which i would be seeing for the last time...but thats how life is....but the bigger bang was still to follow....

11:30 at night we left the venue....for marine drive....singing songs.....shouting on the top of our voice....cool breeze...and what reminded me of one of our (me n rahul) creation...

"riding on bikes,

waking through the night.

what fuking time we had,

living dreams instead.

yaaron k sath,

beeti wo raat.

tha suuni sadko ka sath.

dhue mey khud udate hue,

nashe mey ye dhun gungunate hue.

ooo...woo.wooo..oooo...."

This was diiferent..on the streets at mid night..something i could only imagine...though my parents did scold me...as i reached home at 1am....but this could be beared for the fun we had.....finally it was the end of an era for me...another chapter of my life ended..its hard to believe that i m a graduate now...i may curse my college a lot....but i truely gave me some of the most meorable moments of my life.....its hard to belive that i m saying this but....thanxxx SIRT...u r one of the best for me...(since i dont know the others....u ought to be the best)....!!

*****

So its time to move on...time to do something..college has ended and not life and at this point of time i am being reminded of few lines....

"one for somebody who loves me,

two for someone who cares for me,

three for the people i love,

four for the one whom i wanna love.

i wanna live,i just wanna live.

i just want to live my life.

i wanna live,i just wanna live.

i want to die and still be alive.

though i have no reason to stay,

but i m sure i wil find a way.

life is not what always u desire,

waiting for its new attire.

five some dreams which are to be fulfilled,

six for the glass which is still half filled.

next is for all those whom i hav betrayed.

yet other reason for me to stay.

i wanna live,i just wanna live.

i just want to live my life.

i wanna live,i just wanna live.

i want to die and still be alive......."

i m goin to delhi..so blogging might not be possible..i would miss my blogs..as this was the ultimate place which i found to share my feelings.....system never hits back at you..so kind of safe... guys i hope we will meet again....i will miss "ME".....

No Yahoo...Yahoo....

it has to be.........

Yahhooooooooooooooooooooo...Yahooooooooooooooooooooo....!!

CHEERSSSSSS GUYSSS......

my college life....Chapter-10..

22 june 2009,

10:31 am...

Chapter-10 "The Moments That Made My Eyes Wet"

Its a week now...since my college life ended..and i could hardly believe when the moments,the incidents,those litle anecdotes,that bunking of classes..all these actually made my eyes wet...yes.........finally i realize that i was attached emotionally as well with my college...the project that we(rituraj,rahul,rahul pathak,me,pranam) made in the first year...that first day of college...the fear of being ragged on the bus stop..anish's pole dance...making of fun of each other on the last tier of the bus.....aanjaneya getting "dusted" by pagey...ritu beating a shit out of a senior..my awsome attendence in the third semester...the great first encounter with sangeeta shukla and jyoti jain...sagar utsav....SPL(Sagar Premier League) by the way i was one of the star performer of that tournament....the honey bee attack during civil practical...all the incidents with sonal mam....getting up as soon as possible during mid sems...the chill attitude during vivas...studying while on the vehicle during final sems...singing songs while on the two wheeler...bedi's sandwiches.....all the planning for the semester break....romil and his alto..after the CN paper...whole college seeing us playing in a pool of rain water...bunking coaching classes....anand's animalistic attitude...at times pandu's abnormal behaviour..rahul's laziness..his singing..shaking hands with everyone in the college and saying " aur bhai kaise ho"...canteen..those "hot" cold drinks...those cold samosas...cursing our own college....playing counter strike...etc etc..

Lots of such incidents..i always said that i was never close to my college...but today i realize how close i m to my college....i did not reallize it before but after a week..there seems to be a vaccum in life...something is missing..."ixi"....

*****

so finally my college life ends...highs and lows...but smiles and jokes ruled my college life....and i m happy for that for i discovered a new Kunal in all these four years....but the should be happy and big....and big it was...the final good bye...in the final chapter....till then..

Yahoo..Yahoo...

cheerrs...

my college life....Chapter-9...

19th june 2009,

9:49pm....

Chapter-9 "Why Can't Everything Go As Per Plan..?"

This is something I learnt during my college days....things certainly never went as i wanted them to....certain twists always were a part of my plans...though i never planned them but somehow they found a way into my life....there were numerous occasions when i realized this...like i was to finish with my college days "gatha" till 16th june...but unexpectedly my net died...and here i m way behind...the biggest example could be the preperation for my last engineering exam.....it was ATM..(subject's name) i could hardly study it before the exams started and i had only one day to prepare...somehow i managed to study..i remember it was sunday and i got up late...when i took the course book in my hand i could hardly concentrate...so took half an hours rest...but from nowhere i got this spirit and again sat for ATM..and astonishingly completed one unit in one sitting....i was happy..i was excited....all the tensions just went out of my head....i did not study that evening...in late evening few guests arrived at my place...usually very few people come to my house because i live in the outskirts of the city...but since twists were to come...so did the guests....somehow i managed them....they went and within five minutes time few more people arrived...then i thought that things arent going as i planned....but the real TWIST was about to come..i suffer from this problem of migrane....in every 3-4 months of time i suffer from this severe headache..which is unbearable...and what follows the headache is a series of vomiting...and guss what the twist was...i suffered from the same problem that evening...it was unbearable...one of my friend suggested a medicine...i took it and went to sleep at 9pm....did not study at all that evening...i was tensed,worried next day was my last graduation paper...and did not want it to be ruined....so i got up at 2am...something which i never did ,whole of my life studied till morning 7....and went to give the paper..

it was really tensed..but when i saw the paper i was relieved..as could see things which i had seen before during my preperations...i was happy...but at the same time i was sleepy.....somehow i wrote whatever i could..and the paper ended....my last paper...i remember i finished the exam 5 minutes before...but did not leave the exam hall as i wanted to feel it for the last time..(i hope i felt it for the last time..!!)....

This was just one example there have been quite a few things which havent gone my way....its hard to describe them all..but now i m used to all these twists and turns..kind of spice's up the things..(have to say this because deep inside i know....."everything will not go as i will plan....")

*****

a moment is what it takes to change a life....but there were quite a few in my college life...that in some way or the other did change my life...all those moments and a bit of emotions as well...as i come to the end of my college life....till then...

Yahoo..Yahoo...

Cheerss...

my college life....Chapter-8...

17th june 2009,

11:35pm....

Chapter-8 "When Thou Panic Sets In..."

Every other week exams.....at times unit tests...at times mid terms...at times practicals...and finally ....final semesters.... that was the modus operandi for every semester....but what was mine....no unit tests...no mid terms...only practicals...and semester exams.....( i dont like wasting my energies u see)..there wasnt even a single mid term for which i actually studied..i hardly gave all of them...and that is whhere the root of the problem lay for those who studied during mid terms and unit tests...they were not supposed to panic during final exams but my story was different....i used to study during exams only.....studying till nights...waking up early in the morning.....

Choclates,tea,maggi.....all aided me to study till late night.....and i think all my friends (almost all..and with due respect to all)...had the same story...there was a time when scoring 60 marks used to be a thing to worry and a cause for guilt..but in college...60 was a dream...a desire..

But this is what great men are all about...doing right things at the right time...as i said in one of my chapters....we do right things at right time...ther is no point of wasting time in mid terms...and.......unit tests...well they simply dont exist in college life....

Talking about practicals...our prepration used to start when the first batch of students used to come out from external's cell....and it did not matter whatever we prepared...we always had an answer.."sorry sir nai aata".....put ur head down and say this...you will score 40 out of 50..and if you speak .....you will get 45...so we were well contended with 40....i still remember my batch mates mugging up answers even seconds before showing up to the external..and we...we used to crack jokes...make plans for the evenings..or something we were good at....sing songs...the best viva that i had was of minor project....after so many efforts all we(rahul,pranam,anand,aanjaneya and me) made was an emergency light...by the way we called it "power inverter"...it took 20 min for all others to explain their projects and answer what the external asked....but ours lasted only for 5min....she said "this is useless...you may go.." none of us even bothered to explain her...and we just said "thank you mam" and left the room...

In few days time after our last practical we used to have our final exams....people going to each others place to study...long sittings...group studies..though i never did them but my final sem gave me this experience as well....it as fun....doing few questions.....then a bit of nonsense...then a bit of "crazy taxi" and again studies....things jelled up quite well....

I still remember that "tirth yatra"....yeah..before every exam we used to do that...there were one statue of Sarwasti ji and one of lord Ganesha in our college premises..we used to take their blessings before every exam..it didnt matter even if we were late..it was customary..and then taking blessings from rahul's coin..which he brought from vaishnav devi...all these with little studies..did help us to be a graduate...though last sem results are still to come out..but atleast 35 subjects we were able to clear because of them....

One and a half month after exams...results used to be declared...one sms is all what it took to set panic..there were quite a few occasions when the site used to be blocked up......results on a hault...and heart beats raising...but the mettle i am made up of always helped me battle them out...most of the time post results.....few days passed in making resolutions...."this time i will work hard and get better marks and show everybody who am i..." but.....i suppose i dont need to say what actually used to happen...!!

*****

"why cant everything go according to plans"......yupssss there were many that didnt go as i wanted...what were they all in chapter-9....till then..

Yahoo..Yahoo...

cheeersss....

my college life...Chapter-7..

17th june 2009,

2:32pm....

Chapter-7 "The Zero Degree Love Angle"

If there is something a guy is excited about college life its....girls...and im no different....when i first saw my batchmates i was a bit disappointed....i had expected a bit better..but the events that occured in second year..meant that i never got to know the female population of my batch....i must say as years went by....girls actually started looking beautifull to me....there were few awsomely beautifull chicks....angels...as one may call them....i had few attractions..wont take any name....but i will be honest there are few girls whom i liked...cant say i loved....but certainly liked...

As i said as years went by girls were more appealing....i found that there is much more in a girl than looks....college life did change my perception for girls...i found one really sweet friend....which i will savour for the rest of my life....

So all my hopes just died and sinked..and the love angle remained to be of zero degree....!!

All the years passed by and there were only few girls whom i used to talk....did not talk to few because of there nothing attitude.....some were too busy in there personal life...and talking to some i was shy....!!

But as the college life ends honestly..the girls had quality....and with all due respect to them...

they were good and nice....

*****

well since the love angle was an acute one..so is this post....!!

exam times....mid terms....practicals.....phew....lots of headache in the next post....till then

Yahoo.....Yahoo...

cheers......

my college life...Chapter-6....

11th june 2009,

12:15 am...

Chapter-6 "From Kunal to....The 'K' Says....."

If you tend to visit my room at late nights now a days...you will find me sitting in front of my system with headphones.....with my facial expressions changing every second...there might be two things i would be busy in...one chatting and other counter strike....

Now that has been one of the major gifts and changes in me...i no longer burn the midnight's oil for studies rather i keep myself away from my bed just to play counter strike..its addictive...its awsome...its simply the best....

Years from now...one fine sunday morning if i will be thinking of my college days there will be quite a few things which will make my eyes wet..and which would make me smile...counter strike will be one of those....but i wasnt this...rather in class 12th i used to study till 1am....but last four years have changed me a lot..

There have been quite a lot changes in me...mentally i have become a bit more matured....i dont rush about things any more...i have become a bit more calm and collected.....but physically....there have been no changes.....

My idea,my attitude towards life has changed..im no longer worried about future, ihave become extremely careless..and lazy...if i put it in good words i would say..."every one has to do the hard work of his part...so why not do it with smiles and with a free mind"

both have the same meaning but the latter sounds cool and the first....rubbish....

as an individual i have changed a lot...i m no longer that sweet,cute,innocent guy.....sometimes that did work in my favour when i was in school....

In the last four years...i have lost few things but gained plenty as well.....i never thought romil will be such a good friend of mine when we were in school.We never used to talk much in school but after coming to college the story has changed....he is one of my best pals.....and i must say....i missed his frienship in school......

Talking about gifts...well if at all i will b remembering Mrs Sangeeta Shukla it will be for the biggest gift she gave me...it was only in his lecture that i discovered the hidden talent in me of writing poems.....

I never thought i would bunk my mid terms...but i did that not once,not twice...but plenty of times....so college has been a great learning lesson for me..some good habbits some bad as well....writing blogs,writing poems,late night chattings....sitting besides lake....great top n town shakes..pleanty......lots of memories to savour lots of gifts to treasure...and it will be all over in few days from now.....i exactly have 3 more days before I say final good bye to my college days...from kunal to the"k" says...things have changed a lot....four years before kunal at this time would either be sleeping or studying but today he is writing a bloody blog just a day before his exam.....havent prepared much but still...but i think as  an individual college life did help m to grow...much more confident now ,much more realistic and practical now....

as i said...there have been lots of changes...from kunal to the "k" says...    from bbye to Yahoo...Yahoo....!!

*****

well there are plenty of other changes as well but for a change i m feeling sleepy....i must say...today when i look at myself in the mirror.....i do find a stupid,idiotic guy standing n front...but i simply love that guy....ther were some other things which i loved in college...college you are bound to have girls and where there are girls you are bound to have love.....all that and lots more in my next post..till then its..

Yahoo...Yahoo...!!

cheeersss......

my college life....Chapter 5...

10th june 2009,

9:50pm....

Chapter-5  "Me and Linkin Park's In The End"

After passing out 12th with flying colours i thought studies in college wont be that tough...but everything does not go according to plans....it was in 12th only that i last saw 70+ percentage in my mark sheet...the highest i scored in any subject in all these four years is 85..in a subject which i studied in 3rd semester(long back haan)..the best i could get in all these four years is 69% that was even further back in 2nd semester..so that kind of sums my graph in studies...but i was sure of one thing that though i didnt do well in exams, i was bound to do well in my placements..for that i even got myself trained for three months...three months of exclusive hard work...i never ever bunked during my training hours....something which was astonishing...i was serious..many had expectations..moreover many had firm belief that i would crack a good company...and i knew deep inside that i was capable of doing it...i polished my positive points...got over some of my weakneses...but in the end it did not matter..

Firstly i could not crack even a single company..though i cleared the first stage of few..but could clear the succeding stages....

Secondly if anything else was remaining it was completed by the bloody recession...which hampered the recrutiment plans of many MNCs...

so here i am still jobless....i still do get hurt...because i tried hard...i tries hard for campus...but my fate wasnt with me....

i tried hard in my semester exams but my faculty wasnt with me.....

so that always used to remind me of Linkin Park's following lines which strangely found a very special place in my heart....

"It starts with one thing 

I don't know why 

It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind 

I designed this rhyme 

To explain in due time 

All I know 

Time is a valuable thing 

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings 

Watch it count down to the end of the day 

The clock ticks life away 

It's so unreal 

Didn't look out below 

Watch the time go right out the window 

Trying to hold on, but didn't even know 

Wasted it all just to watch you go 

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart 

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when 

I tried so hard 

And got so far 

But in the end 

It doesn't even matter 

I had to fall 

To lose it all 

But in the end 

It doesn't even matter..."

Words which i find very close to me...somehow i have this strange way of connecting myslef to the lyrics of a song or the characters of a movie and i found this very close to me..i did try hard and my theory marks do tell this story but what matters is the overall result..... theory marks dosent even matter.....so in brief i sucked in studies....my parents had lot of expectations but could not stand on them...but i do not regret much...this has been the ultimate gift of college life to me...the change in attitude...so marks or no marks..it doesn't even matter...!!

*****

well this was about the most important part of college life..atleast it should be important it never was though and as towards the end i said the ultimate gift of college life has been the change in my attitude towards things...i truely believe in that that along with someother gifts in the next chapter..till then

Yahoo...Yahoo...

Cheeersss...

my college life..chapter-4...

9th june 2009,

10:20pm...

Chapter-4  "Formation of ixi"

While my personal life was leaving me with bitter tastes, there was something i was getting close to...my college friends..for me this was the time when i realised that there is more in life..apart from love and hate .......a relation which is unselfish ,a relation which does not stand on expectations and a relation in which you dont have to keep justifying yourself...."Friendship"...i realised why people actually say that the college days tend to be the golden days of your life....i was late in learning this...but i did learn...i had few friends before i took admission in my college...guys like rahul and pranam...who were there with me in my school...but what fifth semester rather i should say college gave me was a bunch of idiots....bastards....fools....but above all....true friends....yeah for me that is what a true friend is....there was rather i should say there is about 14 of us....namely.....Rahul,Romil,Rishi,Rituraj,Rupesh,Rahul Shrivastava,Anand,Aanjaneya,Ishmeet,Rahul Pathak,Deepak,Ashish,Pranam and Kunal..

There are few things that i can gurantee you when even 7 out of the 14 are together....studies will never be a part of discussions or they might be but only during exam times....if ritu's there his great laugh..i cant even say it ,a laugh..its something different...(will beat siddhu ne time)...if ishmeet's around all focus would be on him trying to pull his leg (in our laguage.."uski har dum marti rahegi....") by the way,same would happen,  even if he is not around...but there was something missing probably one name which would define all of us...we tend to have the same characteristics...so one name that would define all of our deeds and characteristics..after giving it a long thought...one name was finalized...rahul and romil should take the credit for this..and ultimately....fifth semester lead to the formation of......"INTELLECTUAL IDIOTS"...{ixi}...

I suppose a name which best defines all of us....be it absconding from the exam hall just before the question papers are distributed....be it singing songs...while on your two wheelers..(and sometimes head banging as well......)...be it not letting others study when you are not studying..be it making a mockery of yourself in front of the whole college while trying to help a friend who not mistakingly but knowingly...got his alto...stuck in mud...that too just after the exam...all these deeds and as rahul says..."humare karam" define intellectual idiots...if there is something that i wolud savour for the rest of my life will be..... the name.... these guys...i never was close to all of them initially..but as days passed by...and as semesters went....today i can say..that i m very much close to all these 14 guys....i will be honest in saying that there was a time when i was alone....but "ixi"..gave me a new life..i might be sounding foolish...but thats the way it is...a bunch of guys...not even apprehensive about next few minutes....a bunch of guys who know what they can do but they simply dont...a bunch of guys who have the capabilities but just do not go on showing what they are made of...a bunch of guys who know what to do at what time....that is what "intellectual idiots" stand for.

*****

sometimes i think how people from different backgrounds..different mind set.....can be so close...that is probably the wierd side of human beings...and realtionships....but i did understand the word "friendship" in my college....but there is something more to be done in college...study...and i sucked in that region..my placements..and exam times...all in the next chapter....till then...

Yahoo...Yahoo..!!

cheerss....

my college life...chapter-3

4th june 2009,

12:57 am

Chapter-3  "The Secret Of Second Year"

As my first year ended i remember..i promised myself that one thing wont be repeated in second year and that was my low attendence and i was ready to show everyone who actually i was....but someone else had some other plans....just after my second year classes commenced...what followed was a whole lot of emotions and tragedies and love...and hate....tears..!!

I never thought things could go so horribly wrong for me...i loved someone....she loved me too...but she betrayed me..29th aug 2006 was the date when it all changed and post that it was all chaos..and full on emotional drama....

Because of the unexpected twists in my personal life....my college life suffered...i thought of being regular but i just could not turn my thoughts into actions....of the given 90 days for third semester i went to college only for mere 5 days....yeah only for five days and that includes two mid semesters...the emotional trauma i was going through stopped me from attending classes....my birthday that year was the worst day of my life.....it was as if whatever i was supposed to do had to fail...i was supposed to be on the wrong side of things at that time...i was hurt...my love ditched me....my parents werent cooperative either....and who was the sufferer for all this...my college life....if there has to be any reason why i am not that close to my college and my classmates it has to be this..

I never told this to anyone...many belive i was being careless at that time but i know what all i went through....the great dons of the city calling me and abusing me..threats from them to me and my family...life was hell at that time...three months with tears...three months with a broken heart....still i was living...i dont know how but i was...

But the show must go on..........one thing though i gained from that period was good marks....since i wasnt going to college i was spending most of my time in either sorting out my problems or studying....i used to leave my house saying to my parents im going to college but once they use to leave the place for their work..i used to come back within an hour...but even during that one hour i used to study...yeah...i did study while i was bunking my college...i still remember sitting in a parking area and studying instrumentaion...from sawhney...all this had to effect my result and the result was that i got 345 theory marks something that is considered to be stupendous in our university....though i sucked in sessional marks but my theory marks did impress many....so atleast there was something i gained from that terrible time....

 somehow final half of second year was better for me...i got close to my college...2007 probably brought a new life with it for me....made new friends...was still hurt but started coping up with it....i still remember if at all i was most agitated and irritated it was during that time....but that is how life is...though i did not face the situation boldly but i did not even give up like a coward..

by the end of second year i found myself a bit more close to my college and college friends..anand,aanjaneya,bedi,rupesh,romil,rituraj and ofcourse rahul....i got a bit more close to them..and found that life is not that tough..sorrows are a part of it and luckily i handled them with great care and affection.....!!

*****

so that was my secret i dont know whether anyboby knew that but since i promised to tell you all about my college life i had to tell this as well.i think this was the biggest reason why i find myself to be away from my college.....and college life..some instances tend to change your life drastically and this happened to be one of those...anyways the darkest cloud has silver lining...as i was loosing love during all this time i was gainig friends slowly but surely a group of friends is what i had...which came to be known as Intellectual Idiots...so the formation of "ixi" and my placement period all that in my next post...till then

Yahoo...Yahoo...!!

cheers...

my college life...chapter 2...!!

3rd june 2009,

12:30 am..

Chapter-2  "ME & Sonal Mam"

As i said the strike set a tone for me..even though i was a first year student i rarely attended my classes.Teachers kept on shouting on me,kept on searching for me,whenever they called my name while taking attendence,they always expected to mark absent in front of my name and I always lived upto their expectations...Every time a new reason....seeing this my tutor guardian..(we had a t.g. for every group of 20 students withom we were suppsed to share our problems and all.),so my tutor guardian Mrs.Sonal Sharma,she was extremly irritated with me.....whenever she saw me, one thing was sure...i was supposed to be insulted...she kept warning me and i kept ignoring her...She used to call at my home to report my parents but since i m not that dumb..whenever i used to bunk my college i always unplugged my landline connection...she did complained to me...."kunal tumhara phone toh kabhi lagta hi nai hai koi uthata kyu nai hai..." and i always replied innocently..."mam wo kharab hai..."

She tried to contact with my parents a lot of times but sicne my telephone was not well...she could not...

But once she did manage to contact someone at my house....guess who it was...it was me...she called me early in the morning hoping to talk to my parents...but they were not in the city...so i was alone at home...she called and i pretended to be kunal's elder brother( i dont have any) sonal mam was supposed to be aggressive but instead it was kunal's big brother who ruled that time...she complained -" kunal college bilkul nai aata uski attendence short hai exam mey bethne nai milega" and kunal's brother that was me only replied...

"humare yaha shadi hai toh kya wo usse attend nai kare ..aap kya in chotti chotti baaton k liye ghar par call karti hai..itna bada institute hai....college hai...school thodi hi hai....wo busy hai thode din aur nai aayega.."

Next time when i met her she said.."tumhra bhai toh bhuat batmeez hai usse pata nai kya kaise baat karni chahiye teachers se..??"

At that instant i had forgotten the incident and replied " kaun sa bhai mam...?"

she said " i called at ur place......" told me the whole story and then i recalled the incident...and again with lots of innocence and cuteness...i replied "mam he is my cousin im soory on his behalf...it wont be repeated...extremly sorry mam"..

sonal mam-"its ok..y are u sorry...dont worry"

After few incidents like this she understood that i was not going to change...so she changed...towards the end of my first year the relationship between me and sonal mam was quite harmonic....i used to score well in exams,she noticed that..so she was happy..in the last two months she did not insult me neither she called me..and most importantly...she did not hold any of my subjects...so alls well that ends well...

But one thing was sure i respected her..though i cheated a lot of times with her but i respected her.....she still remains the only faculty of my college whom i like and respect from the bottom of my heart...for me she will be the best faculty i came across in my college life...

*****

well this was about me and sonal mam...and my first year...lets see what drama unfolds in my second year..i promise thers is lot there...

till then

Yahoo...Yahoo..!!

cheers.....

my college life part 1.....

2nd June 2009,

12:42 am...

                                     Chapter-1   "First Day of My College Life"

After long discussions with my parents, rahul and his parents we finally decided to select mechanical in oriental...(me n rahul got identical marks) but what we did was not what we decided.....ther was sudden change of mind....n plans n we took elecronics nd communication in sirt(sagar institute of research and technology) so there we were....a part of sirt on 27th aug 2005....

after my counselling what followed was a bit of shopping for my college...till our college started some other school friends of mine also became a part of the prestigious sagar family as they say..!!

so it ws untill 12th september 2005 when i first went to colllege....well dressed...neat n tidy..hair cut ,no jeans ,proper uniform...me and rahul we went on his two wheeler...parked it at his realtive's house...

Our first day started with a sppech from our chairman Mr.Sanjeev Agarwal...i still remember when one of the faculty members introduced him and he just got up and was heading towards the podium..he actully adjusted his hair...as if going for a shoot...and that called for a loud noise from the newly admitted students....he briefed us about the college...what we are supposed to do what we arnt allowed  to do...few rules..introduced to us with his staff....and then sent us for trip to college...

As predicted there wasnt much of studies but one thing i surely realized that this decision of mine of selecting sagar might not be fruitfull as there was no elctricity for the entire day(just a hint of what was coming towards me)..so the entire day went in introductions and all...i was looking forwad for some girls (typical of a guy) i m sorry...... to say did not find any....!!

so evrything went as i have thought of..untill it was time to go back...while returning we were stopped by one of our faculty which we latter learnt was our HOD...she inquired about us...the conversation lasted for 10 min...then while returning we were supposed to take our vehicle and we could see few meters away a bunch of bikers coming our way....yeah they were our seniors...the very thought of ragging made me numb.......n scared..they encircled us(me and rahul) and then it all begun...

luckily though there wasnt any physical harm nor was mental..just a few rules which we were suppsed to follow...like the third button rule,greeting ur seniors,the 90 degree....etc etc....the moment they left us we were relieved,we rushed to our vehicle took it nad off we went....the whole way we were cursing that faculty had she not stop us we might not have been ragged....

coming few days our college was off...due to a strike from our seniors for some rule of 4+1.....

so next 7 days it was all home for me no college somthing that became my habbit fo next few years...and this strike and the very fact the college was off after the first day....set the tone for me in the upcoming years......!!

                                                                 

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1:10 am

so this was my first chapter...lets see how the first year goes for me...

till then

its

Yahoo....Yahoo...!!

cheerssss...

my college life....

1st june 2009,

15 days from now it will b all over....i will be a graduate,an engineer.....i still dont know how will i react on 15th june 2009, what will i do after that...though many believe college days r over but i think still 15 days are left.....15 days more of having the feeling of a college going student...15 days more of being a part of the college life.....

so next 15 posts will all be devoted to my college life....i suppose will be a kind of tribute to them..(thats if i dont find anything intresting...) all the incidents,all my xperiences i would share it with you all...i dont have much though coz i was never a part of my college but whatever i felt through all these years next few posts will be devoted to my college days...there will be 15 chapters...1 chapter each day..i hope you enjoy them i did most part of it...!!

so till next time its

Yahoo...Yahoo..!!

cheeers