Yun toh.!!

Yun toh chandani hai pheli hui..
Par is k taale ek kaali raat dabi hai..
Yun toh muskan hai chehre par
Par bheetar kuch aasu hai dabe pade..
Yun toh kuch chamak si dikhti h in aankhon mey..
Par kuch sapney hai bheekhre hue...
Yun toh jindagi jeene ki aaas h..
Par zindagi hi hai... gumsum khoyi hui kahi mujhse...

Kash ye zindagi ka rukh bhi yu mod pata...
Jis tarah tu ne rukh moda tha...
Kash main bhi tujhe bhula pata..
Kis be-dardi se tu ne mujhe choda tha..
Phela kadam tu ne agey badaya tha... aur akhri bhi...
Beech mey bas main reh gaya tanha.. ye na socha tu ne zara bhi..
Yun toh har pal aasu hai bhete..
Par kisi ko nahi hai wo dikhte...
Yun toh kehne ko assman mey ud rah hu..
Par kuch hi log asliyat ko hai jante...
Pankh kate panchi ki tarah zameen par aa gira hu..
Yu toh udne ki khwaaish hai is dil mey..
Par kadam hai ki agey nahi badte..
Teri yaddien kheech lati hai peeche mujhe..
Yun hi lakeero ko hum nahi hai koste...

Kis shiddat se tujhe chahta tha.. ye ab hai mujhe pata chala
Jab se tu gai hai dooor , wo bhi is tarah.. ki... mujhe pata na chala..
Ek baar dil tod kar hi chali jati.. tujhse nafrat karna asaaan hota..
Is tarah choda h mujhe... ki abb bhi dua mey tera hi zikra hota...
Aisa nahi ki aur haseen nahi is jahan mey..
Par na jane teri kya baat thi... jo nahi kisi mey..
Teri saadgi.. tera bholapan.. kehne ko mujhe le dooba..
Itni mohbaat ho gai tujhse.. ki ye teri bewafai bhi seh lunga...
Yun toh aankhon mey sapne aaj bhi hai..
Par wo beekhre sapne aaj bhi rulate hai..
Yun toh kehne ko dil abhi bhi hai dhadkta..
Par un dhadkano aaj bhi hum hai dhundte hai...
In ungliyo k beech teri ungliyo kami humesha h khalti..
In kaano mey aaj bhi teri saanso ki  awaz hai gunjti..
Yun toh chalne ko raste aur bhi hai..
Par har rah har mod tujh hi par aa kar hai rukta...
Yun toh maksad zindagi mey badalte rehte h...
Par zidagi ko kaise main badlu..
Ek baat bas mujhe bata de..
Tujhe kaise main bhuluuu..
Ek baat mujhe bas baata de..
Tujhe kaise main.... bhuluuu..


Phew..!!!
Wow. almost cried...
Ting..!!
Yahoo Yahoo
Cheers..!!