I Have Nothing To Fear
For My Love Is Hell Of Giving And Hold On
And The Bright Emptiness
In A Room Full Of It
Is A Cruel Mistress
I Feel This Unrest
That Nest All Hollowness
For I Have Nowhere To Go In The Cold
And I Feel So Lonely
There's A Better Place Than This Emptiness
And I'm So Lonely
There's A Better Place Than This
Emptiness,
That Nest All Hollowness
For I Have Nowhere To Go In The Cold
And I Feel So Lonely
There's A Better Place Than This Emptiness
And I'm So Lonely
There's A Better Place Than This
Emptiness,
as the sun rises of this zero day...the day which embarks placements here....when almost everyone from the day On-wards would get a chance to show their mettle ...somehow it is a test of mine as well...non-eligible for placements...an eligible individual...
it is not the pain..every passing day....excites me...as i move one step closer to my goal...my desire...all these days have given me time to have a deep introspection...and the result is....i need to improve....in a sense it has been a blessing in disguise....as now i m falling in love with the "pink paper" ....falling in love with "learning"....yes i am in love....but for the first time with the right person...
the aim of this blog is not to show my agony or pain (if at all there is some) but just the concept of zero day was enticing enough to write a blog...
zero day....when placements begin...people running with CVs...for CVs...dressed...combed...many of my friends would get up in sometime from now...and while they comb their hair (many for the 1st time) ....who knows...12 hours after that they would see themselves in the same mirror but with a different eye....who knows...if they would leave the house in few hours from now with a CV in their hand....might walk back with an offer letter....who knows...
i wish each friend of mine to do well...i know there are some worried and anxious friends of mine....all i will say ... just think of me...(agar sala ye abb tak eligible na ho kar b besharam jaise khush reh sakta h ....) toh even you guys can be....my best wishes are with each and every one of you....
the aim of this blog is not to show my agony or pain (if at all there is some) but just the concept of zero day was enticing enough to write a blog...
zero day....when placements begin...people running with CVs...for CVs...dressed...combed...many of my friends would get up in sometime from now...and while they comb their hair (many for the 1st time) ....who knows...12 hours after that they would see themselves in the same mirror but with a different eye....who knows...if they would leave the house in few hours from now with a CV in their hand....might walk back with an offer letter....who knows...
i wish each friend of mine to do well...i know there are some worried and anxious friends of mine....all i will say ... just think of me...(agar sala ye abb tak eligible na ho kar b besharam jaise khush reh sakta h ....) toh even you guys can be....my best wishes are with each and every one of you....
and i...i will wait....just like a good friend....will wait...till all of you get placed..(aur koi option bhi ni hai ) hehe....
well...honestly....i am not hurt....though i should be...but i am not....as they say....whatever happens , happens for the best....and this has happened for the best...and to all those who think i was stupid and jerk...well..i appreciate the concern....and i will make sure that i prove you guys wrong....
off late...there have been quite emotional blogs from my side...last few months were a bit tricky....and mind you i am still the same...i will keep repeating the mistakes...for it is only for my friends that i love to cry....love to smile...love to sacrifice....
i cannot be lovable all the time...cannot be a good...soft spoken person to my dearest ones all the time.....you will have to listen from me...thats me...
"Maine yeh bhi socha hai aksar
Tu bhi main bhi sabhi hai sheeshe
Khudhi ko hum sabhi main dekhein
Nahin hoon main hoon main toh phir bhi
Sahi galat, tumhara main
Mujhe paana, paana hai khud ko
Jo bhi main, kehna chahoon
Barbaad kare, alfaz mere, alfaz mere"
Tu bhi main bhi sabhi hai sheeshe
Khudhi ko hum sabhi main dekhein
Nahin hoon main hoon main toh phir bhi
Sahi galat, tumhara main
Mujhe paana, paana hai khud ko
Jo bhi main, kehna chahoon
Barbaad kare, alfaz mere, alfaz mere"
yahoo...yahoo....cheers..oooo yeahh....ooo yeahhh...!!
