12:15 am...
Chapter-6 "From Kunal to....The 'K' Says....."
If you tend to visit my room at late nights now a days...you will find me sitting in front of my system with headphones.....with my facial expressions changing every second...there might be two things i would be busy in...one chatting and other counter strike....
Now that has been one of the major gifts and changes in me...i no longer burn the midnight's oil for studies rather i keep myself away from my bed just to play counter strike..its addictive...its awsome...its simply the best....
Years from now...one fine sunday morning if i will be thinking of my college days there will be quite a few things which will make my eyes wet..and which would make me smile...counter strike will be one of those....but i wasnt this...rather in class 12th i used to study till 1am....but last four years have changed me a lot..
There have been quite a lot changes in me...mentally i have become a bit more matured....i dont rush about things any more...i have become a bit more calm and collected.....but physically....there have been no changes.....
My idea,my attitude towards life has changed..im no longer worried about future, ihave become extremely careless..and lazy...if i put it in good words i would say..."every one has to do the hard work of his part...so why not do it with smiles and with a free mind"
both have the same meaning but the latter sounds cool and the first....rubbish....
as an individual i have changed a lot...i m no longer that sweet,cute,innocent guy.....sometimes that did work in my favour when i was in school....
In the last four years...i have lost few things but gained plenty as well.....i never thought romil will be such a good friend of mine when we were in school.We never used to talk much in school but after coming to college the story has changed....he is one of my best pals.....and i must say....i missed his frienship in school......
Talking about gifts...well if at all i will b remembering Mrs Sangeeta Shukla it will be for the biggest gift she gave me...it was only in his lecture that i discovered the hidden talent in me of writing poems.....
I never thought i would bunk my mid terms...but i did that not once,not twice...but plenty of times....so college has been a great learning lesson for me..some good habbits some bad as well....writing blogs,writing poems,late night chattings....sitting besides lake....great top n town shakes..pleanty......lots of memories to savour lots of gifts to treasure...and it will be all over in few days from now.....i exactly have 3 more days before I say final good bye to my college days...from kunal to the"k" says...things have changed a lot....four years before kunal at this time would either be sleeping or studying but today he is writing a bloody blog just a day before his exam.....havent prepared much but still...but i think as an individual college life did help m to grow...much more confident now ,much more realistic and practical now....
as i said...there have been lots of changes...from kunal to the "k" says... from bbye to Yahoo...Yahoo....!!
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well there are plenty of other changes as well but for a change i m feeling sleepy....i must say...today when i look at myself in the mirror.....i do find a stupid,idiotic guy standing n front...but i simply love that guy....ther were some other things which i loved in college...college you are bound to have girls and where there are girls you are bound to have love.....all that and lots more in my next post..till then its..
Yahoo...Yahoo...!!
cheeersss......
Confessions Of A Dangerous Mind!!
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