9:49pm....
Chapter-9 "Why Can't Everything Go As Per Plan..?"
This is something I learnt during my college days....things certainly never went as i wanted them to....certain twists always were a part of my plans...though i never planned them but somehow they found a way into my life....there were numerous occasions when i realized this...like i was to finish with my college days "gatha" till 16th june...but unexpectedly my net died...and here i m way behind...the biggest example could be the preperation for my last engineering exam.....it was ATM..(subject's name) i could hardly study it before the exams started and i had only one day to prepare...somehow i managed to study..i remember it was sunday and i got up late...when i took the course book in my hand i could hardly concentrate...so took half an hours rest...but from nowhere i got this spirit and again sat for ATM..and astonishingly completed one unit in one sitting....i was happy..i was excited....all the tensions just went out of my head....i did not study that evening...in late evening few guests arrived at my place...usually very few people come to my house because i live in the outskirts of the city...but since twists were to come...so did the guests....somehow i managed them....they went and within five minutes time few more people arrived...then i thought that things arent going as i planned....but the real TWIST was about to come..i suffer from this problem of migrane....in every 3-4 months of time i suffer from this severe headache..which is unbearable...and what follows the headache is a series of vomiting...and guss what the twist was...i suffered from the same problem that evening...it was unbearable...one of my friend suggested a medicine...i took it and went to sleep at 9pm....did not study at all that evening...i was tensed,worried next day was my last graduation paper...and did not want it to be ruined....so i got up at 2am...something which i never did ,whole of my life studied till morning 7....and went to give the paper..
it was really tensed..but when i saw the paper i was relieved..as could see things which i had seen before during my preperations...i was happy...but at the same time i was sleepy.....somehow i wrote whatever i could..and the paper ended....my last paper...i remember i finished the exam 5 minutes before...but did not leave the exam hall as i wanted to feel it for the last time..(i hope i felt it for the last time..!!)....
This was just one example there have been quite a few things which havent gone my way....its hard to describe them all..but now i m used to all these twists and turns..kind of spice's up the things..(have to say this because deep inside i know....."everything will not go as i will plan....")
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a moment is what it takes to change a life....but there were quite a few in my college life...that in some way or the other did change my life...all those moments and a bit of emotions as well...as i come to the end of my college life....till then...
Yahoo..Yahoo...
Cheerss...
Sad..
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