they say cricket brings the entire nation on to a single stage....but even an indian win over the arch rivals in the semi finals of a world cup couldn't lift my spirits...strange but true...there stands a big barrier between me and my family...i say this for the first time on a public stage..and it hurts when i see people having great relations with their family...and I hardly talk to them for 10 minutes..while others would go on for hours...it is not that I DON'T LOVE them it is just that the relation never got to that level...and friends...yes i do have...but those who really love me...are far from me...and whom i trusted....are again far from me...it hurts...it does...and as i said every moment it is a fight with the biggest enemy....that is the negativity that has sufferer my thinking...my ideology...and a fight which I am loosing...i see friends with me...but it just isn't enough...fight is still on...and it will take time...really a long time....being a bit filmy...i need an angel (preferably female) hehe..wow...i managed to smile...how to end this post because there is so much i can write...yeah my writing skills enhance big way when i am sad...and yeah i am..
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cheers..
Have u ever wondered how "they" r feeling being so aloof from u ?....how mawkish they found themselves when they get back home from there work ?, how prosaic and boring would be there weekends n festivals ?...atleast u r having an advantage of new frnds,new place,new desires......but they r still managing through there ordinary life.......sorry to say dear but as much i know both of u........i will certainly say that : "they r missing u to a far far much more extent then that of u, the only difference is that they r neither expressing it n nor will they express it further !! " ......n may be that's y m having lots of regards n love for them n can proudly say that m having my parents in bhopal too....:-)
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