they say every day is a new day...and that the darkest cloud has sliver lining....where is the silver lining in the cloud above me...still searching...when will that new day come...still waiting...every day i look at the sun thinking today it has brought something new for me....something that would make me happy...that it has risen for me...indicating a new day..a new beginning.....
but....by the time it sets.....it is the same...as it sets...my hopes to be happy...to be smiling from the bottom of my heart sets and fades....the eyes which were full of enthusiasm and hope in the morning...are left with nothing but few tears...
and to add to it there comes a dark and lonely night...few moments of joy and fun are there but not much to keep the spirits high...
missing my family...my friends...my city....i am missing my very own people....being the pampered child and a friend i have been it is a bit tough to cope up with loneliness.. i have always found my friends there for me whenever i am a bit sad..be it rahul....krishna....vaibhav or shereen...and to not have either of them here is painful...few days back i did write about my present dear and loved friends...but i guess my own words backfired....and as they say it in hindi...."shayad meri hi nazar lag gai"...
but again..it is a learning phase...a bit long though...
well importantly as i said...mid terms are approaching....and i am not spending any time with so called best friends of mankind i.e books instead there is something running in my mind...something i have been thinking of and i guess i am starting to get the leads...more on this in my next post...till then just to tell you all... mid terms are approaching :)
yahoo...yahooo....
cheers...!!!
seems u r really feeling lonely here...dun worry kunal we all are sailin in a same
ReplyDeleteboat same frustration ..evrything s same ..n lemme tell u one thing that its not like that we dont have nice people here but its our frustration with this place that it overshadow evrythin that makes us happy and enthusiatic.....go ahead...njy n be optimistic n enthusiastic....
dude...whatz dis thing dat u discovered....some1 betrayed you or something??....i knw you wont tell it here....but you knw...if you ever need some1 to talk...i am available mate......tc and be happy...
ReplyDeleteand btw 1 among my many theories....people write more and express more when they are hurt and lonely.....5 posts in this month itself....speaks for itself right??
ReplyDeletewhatz up dude??