the darkest week.....!!

well it feels different to sit at a friends place and write my non sense...but its far better then siting in those net cafes..at least i saved some pennies..coming to the point my last post "kaminey" has received quite a few comments and for andy thats anand i would say brither i for sure have not lost my balls...u need to check yours...im sorry guys for using such language....
but today i m not writing about how was my day and how my life is going.....i want to write about those sad days of my life...lets move to January 2008...i was in 6 th semester...and we had our placements planned.....17-21st jan...three companies were lined up Satyam,Infosys and L&T.
first was satyam and honestly if at all i have been serious for anything it was for my placement i did not bunk a single class while i was preparing for the same god damm it....!!
i cleared the writen part of satyam..and HR as well.....but i sucked in the technical interview.....he asked something i have never studied and when the results were out what happened was quite obvious i was rejected....i felt bad but was contended with the fact the atleast i cleared the written part...the very next day we had infy and l&t both l&t was in our college and infy was to come at another engineering college..i chose infy over l&t and cleared its written part as well people say if you clear infy's written you have almost gone through but i think god had other plans....same day because of some misunderstanding there was a little drift between the administration of our college and the college in which infy had come and its result was that many of us were rejected.....i still remember that night it was winter time here and it was the coolest evening i ever witnessed....i could feel the pain in my palms and cheeks due to the cool breeze blowing....and my rejection added to the pain....i will be honest in saying that i cried that day simply because i worked hard for it we were not allowed to give l&t because of some stupid reason
after that i lost all my enthusiasm for placements and till now i m without a job.....that was the darkest week i ever had in my life....and still my heart pains ...

bye guys...
cheers...